Thank you for all your replies.
@MeganCecilia Thank you for taking the time and elaborating a bit more on your experience. It’s wonderful. I only felt something alike once in my childhood. I clearly remember it. It made a huge impression in my soul, and many years later I consider this moment the one in which I learned God is true. I miss that intimacy with God, and want to search it, because I ‘tasted’ a little bit of God that day, and I haven’t found (and won’t find) anything better than God Himself.
@TheLittleLady Thank you for the reference.
@Dorothy Thank you for your advice. I’ll try to remember it when distractions come.
@Shakuhachi Silence is a little bit of a struggle in my life. I mostly have outside silence, and can maintain it at my work environment or at home. I like both to listen and play classical music, but except for those moments, I am mostly surrounded by silence. Inner silence is a different thing though. I have many distractions (the internet sucks more time than it should) and I’m more anxious than I’d like to be. I also tend to have music playing in my head, although it’s usually classical and can be ‘tamed’. I can reach some degree of recollection after a good while and some effort. And when in complete silence, I don’t really know what to do or feel completely comfortable.
ray:t2: