I just started back praying the rosary, and I’m still confused. I’ve seen so many and confusing directions on how to pray the rosary. Prayer should be simple…right? Not difficult, at least I thought that. When I pray and i do pray several, several times a day I find myself not focused 100 percent of the time and I start over till I feel I have focused. I do have a brain injury that has impacted my focusing, basically my executive function is poor along with my memory. I know the rosary is so important to pray daily and I’m trying to get into the routine and I always find myself at the end apologizing for not being focused. I just find myself drifting off, though scriptural prayer does seem to be a bit easier for me and has more meaning. But I have to say that there is too many directions on how to pray the rosary, also too many different explanations on what the rosary is about. I have to keep it simple or it overwhelms me and then it’s too hard. So at this time I believe praying the rosary is looking at the life of Christ through the gospel’s eyes. Then I read today praying the rosary is the life of Christ through Mary, but I don’t understand that…I know that must sound odd, but when you read the gospel Mary is really mentioned and I don’t know why. I think I just have a difficult time the real meaning of the rosary.
I can’t even read all the responses on this thread it’s too confusing.