Everstruggling:
Okay, but why is faith so important? .
An excellent question. And a difficult one. Faith has three aspects from my perspective. 1) Trust. 2) a conscious decision. 3) a gift from God.
Preface to my answer: I realize I am speaking here in terms perhaps not persuasive to an atheist or agnostic, but the only way I can answer your question is to provide my logic, which necessarily includes my theology, k? I hope the reaction you will have will be to decide, not whether you accept the theology of my religion, but whether or not my answer makes logical sense. Is it rational thinking? (temporarily removing the issue of whether or not a person already believes in God).
Okay. Your question is great because the premise of it is that faith might just be important (hence the question “Why?”). The Bible, as you learned in your youth no doubt, teaches us that if we had enough faith we could move mountains. But faith is requiried as a prerequisite to God’s interaction in our lives. There are a couple aspects of this:
Faith in part is a decision. It is requires the ability to decide one way or another. Love is the same way. People fall in and out of love and have little control over either. But true love, lasting love, is a conscious decision to love, and it therefore doesn’t fall prey to the environment to which it is exposed. When people make this decision, the certainty of that love is felt as well as given. There is confidence in the relationship.
Now then, if the God of Christianity exists (granted in this thread that is merely an “if”), and if the God of Christianity says faith is required before the power of God will be evidenced through us. Then we can uderstand that He can more fully use us as his instruments (by answering prayer requests, etc) when we have faith.
Here’s a problem though: Faith is also in part a gift from God. It is not something we develop on our own. And to those who do not have faith, the Bible tells us all this stuff “is foolishness”. So how’s a person to acquire the gift of faith, when I just said that faith is required to (more fully) experience God?
There is no way around the fact that at some point there is a “leap”. I truely believe there is a convergence of evidences which suffice to lead a person to accept the idea of a creator. However, the intellect does not necessarily lead the heart. Usually it is the other way around in my experience. The leap of faith must be made though.
One must say something like “okay, God, I am going to trust that you are there. I am going to trust that you love me, and that you want and know what is best for me” and then pray for His gift of faith…“create in me oh God a sense of certainty so that I can trust you”.
Unfortunately it sounds like you’ve kinda been there done that, Everstruggling. I cannot pretend to know the mind of God so I cannot give you an answer for that. Perhaps your prayer petitions were grounded more in testing God rather than of out of trust? Perhaps there are other factors that have prevented you from seeing His interaction in your life? I cannot answer that.
I have some suggestions for you though. But before I give those, I would need to know if you WANT to know God. Not merely if you are wondering, or would consider the possibility…rather, if you WANT to know God. If you do, I’ll make my suggestions (whether here or in a private message, at your discretion).
I enjoy your challenging questions. I hope my response at least provides a different perspective for you.
Peace,
Chris W