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sanctamaria17
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Please pray for me! I’ve been asked to talk about the Catholic view of the Eucharist at school tomorrow and I’m really nervous. Also, I wasn’t hungry most of the day so I didn’t eat and now, I’m really sick and my stomach’s at the point where it won’t take food. And I’ve really been struggling with God and some Church teachings lately. A friend of mine has noticed that I’m in deep thought a lot of the time and says I look really concerned. He’s worried about me because I won’t talk. But I feel like I can’t talk, because I haven’t found how to express what I’m thinking and feeling. This is the same friend who had me confess my near miss w/assault and everything else. I don’t know why I won’t talk to him of all people except for the fact that I hate appearing weak to people and especially when they already know how vulnerable I am. I think it’s also because I’m afraid of pushing him away for whatever reason (even though that’s what I’m doing by not talking). And also because he’ll be leaving soon and we are very close, so I’m dreading that day so much. And Holy Week in general is very overwhelming for me as a convert and I’m busy this week with a lot of things. I just really hope I don’t screw up when talking about the Eucharist tomorrow!
School’s going great, just not the rest of my life right now

School’s going great, just not the rest of my life right now
May God be with you in all of your struggles, offering his infinite wisdom, in guidance and direction for you.