I have not misrepresented anything of yours. You think that somehow even though you die in a mixed state of accepting and rejecting God, you end up changing this to 100% one way or the other, this makes no sense.
Please provide evidence for this assertion. The fact that you personally disagree with it doesn’t make you right.
The greatest theologians of history (St. Thomas Aquinas, among others), disagree with your position, so if you’re going to be taking that position, I suggest you provide evidence beyond “it just doesn’t make sense.”
Hell is a punishment, no one wants to be there. cut for length
Have you read any of the visions of Hell from the saints? All the ones I’ve read, when they discuss the question, agree that the souls in Hell chose to be there. They run headlong into the flames of Hell to escape God’s presence. I recall reading one monk’s writings, after being given a vision of Hell, where he characterized the experience as people literally running and, eventually, rolling themselves down a hill in a fit of panic to escape God’s gaze.
I agree with you that there will be plenty of people in Hell who, in life, believed they loved God. There are probably many who even though they were following what He wanted of them.
I’m not talking about life though. I’m talking about the afterlife. I’m talking about the state of the soul. Hell is, ultimately, eternal and complete separation from God. Given that all that is good comes from God, the means that there can be nothing good in Hell (otherwise God’s presence would be in Hell, and Hell would cease being Hell.). Love of God is a good, it is the greatest good we creations are capable of. Given that love of God is a good, and given that there is no Good in Hell because there is no God in Hell (again, that is the very nature of Hell), then it follows that there can be no love of God in Hell.
As for your assertion that we can pray for the damned before the final judgment, we certainly can, but those prayers are useless. Once again, there is no good in Hell, which means that it is impossible for them to benefit from our prayers, because their benefit would be a good. In point of fact, it is far more likely that if our prayers do anything for a damned soul, they torment it. Our prayers represent our love for them. Love is born from God, and given that they have rejected God and chosen to suffer, any reminders of God, reminders of what they’ve rejected, would cause them intense internal pain.
There are testimonies that exist from people who’ve had contact with damned souls through divine intercession on God’s part. I have one readily available, but it’s not approved private revelation, so the mods ask that we not link to it on the forums. If you’re interested, send me a PM. In this testimony, the damned soul makes it abundantly clear that they hate God and everything He created.
Sorry, but I have to drop out of this conversation for now. God bless!