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I have been really seeking and searching for the Truth. I think God has been patient with me and he has been working on my heart since 1985. I just did not think that my journey would be the way he turned out to be. Being in the International Churches of Christ was a great experience but obviously after all the recruiting like techniques and seeing that people were more interested in number than really helping each grow more spiritual and in God’s grace daily, it was not the place to be. I still remember that meeting I had with one evangelist and I saw so much evil in him. This was a turning point and many other things. I felt that after trying many times, this was not God’s Kingdom. Afterward it was dealing with the guilt, surely I was lost type of feeling, I left the only true church…type guilt. This time was my own 40 year in the desert. I felt like God was not real. Maybe, the Bible was just a nice book. Maybe I just had to have my own Christianity and my own relationship with God. In the past year, I have seen I was not the leader of my family that I needed to be. We started to visit that Lutheran Church, which was really nice… For some reason after much praying and seeking in the Word of God, I was drawn toward the Catholic Church. The last two months I have been wrestling with the Word and taking a different look. First, the New Testament as we know was in fact written by Christians who were part of the Catholic Church. The early Christians both used the Canon Scriptures and the Tradition to live and their Christian life and grow closer to God. Several popes existed before even the New Testament was put together, and the Christians who put the New Testament together were part of the Catholic Church that I rejected when studying the bible. The Church was not created with the New Testament as a base, but the Church wrote the New Testament. But also they used Church Tradition to grow in their knowledge of Jesus and in his Grace. Now it was not “What would Jesus do”, but using teachings that had been put together since the time of the first Christians. Now looking at the Scripture and the Tradition of the Catholic Church (Catechism) put everything in place like a carefully built puzzle or beautiful building. Everything made sense. One thing I had now that I did not have when I grew up in the Catholic Church was my love for the Lord. So 26 years ago I was only a spectator to something that did not make sense to me. If you had told me that I would go back home to the Catholic Church I would have laughed at you. I have never been so happy and my joy is complete. I started to realize that I was not the only one and others like me even ministers experienced what I did experience. After 26 years I am finally coming home and my goal is to grow in the Grace of God be a better father and example for my family, share with others to help them seek the truth. I have had some of my most profound Bible studies in the past weeks. I am home!
Jean

