M
Melodeonist
Guest
Yesterday after Mass I saw a Miraculous Medal on one of the “free stuff” tables. I took it into Confession with me and after Confession had Father bless it for me. This is a wonderful gift from God. 
However, I don’t feel worthy to wear this medal. I am a miserable sinner. How can a sinner such as myself wear a Holy item and not feel like I am not worthy to wear it? I struggle with sins of thought, especially lust and gossip (although I must admit, the lust is often unwanted, even if I do get aroused, and the gossip is often me overhearing people and not having the gut to change the subject or leave the area. I just don’t want to offend people or gossip, so I generally remain silent or giggle with little to no intent to gossip. I really need a spiritual director to help me figure out what is a mystery to me!)
I feel I am an extremely confused guy when it comes to stuff like this.
However, I don’t feel worthy to wear this medal. I am a miserable sinner. How can a sinner such as myself wear a Holy item and not feel like I am not worthy to wear it? I struggle with sins of thought, especially lust and gossip (although I must admit, the lust is often unwanted, even if I do get aroused, and the gossip is often me overhearing people and not having the gut to change the subject or leave the area. I just don’t want to offend people or gossip, so I generally remain silent or giggle with little to no intent to gossip. I really need a spiritual director to help me figure out what is a mystery to me!)
I feel I am an extremely confused guy when it comes to stuff like this.