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Janet1983
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I am not trying to destroy the foundations you are laying as a “future Catholic” so I am going to keep it short.Why don’t you believe these things? What prompted you to stop (if you ever did) believing?![]()
I was a cradle Catholic and I was raised by my parents and my grandparents with my grandmother being very devoted to Mary.
When I hit my teenage years I started doubting. I doubted many things like my own worth to even enter a church all up to kneeling in church and to asking one of the saints for help.
After that phase I went to confirmation and I did it purposely and without doubt. My father did not like me to, but I did it anyways and was astonished to get his silent approval by him showing up at church on that day.
I forced myself to believe. I knew what the church taught. Before my own age of reason I just accepted it as a given and in Germany days like the feast of the assumption and all others are in most regular calendars. I took it as a given, but as a young adult I was in a stage of forcing myself to believe the teachings of the church and submitting myself to them. I went to Mass every day and sometimes even more often (when I had to serve in more than one).
It is not that Mary is so important that she should shake my whole faith in the Catholic Church, but the dogmata about her were where it all started.