I don't know what to do anymore!

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I am unable to ask for prayers but I don’t know what else to do.

I have trusted the Lord and He has robbed me of love, peace and even basic sustenance.

I have lost my dearest of friends, I have lost a massive amount of money and was unable to obtain a proper job. Every job that I could score would suddenly turn from a lack of manpower to too much that I become superfluous. With not enough jobs or shifts to go around, I earn too little to cover my expenses. The economy is bad right now with hiring freezes and my predicament becomes worse and my dad has been unemployed for many years now.

I crashed my car due to the old car losing control and the repairs cost my entire’s month’s salary. Essential things in my house are constantly breaking down for no reason and it costs money to replace them which I have nearly none of right now, one time a ceiling light fell and shatterd on my mother while she was sleeping. My teeth broke for no reason and the costs to replace them is something that I cannot fully afford.

I have been painfully manipulated by the person I loved deeply. I have been chucked aside in a church group that I have joined. They’ve never accepted me as part of them and barely willing to speak to me.

I have a terrible bunch of neighbours that threaten my family and constantly harass my elderly parents and I, wanting to cause them physical harm. All the police officers who attended my case shrug it off saying that they couldn’t do much. The government officials I reported to brushed me off by telling me to bring them to court. The costs of court in my country is sky high and something that I cannot afford.

What can I do? I trusted in God and He threw me aside like a piece of filth. I prayed, He does not answer, I scolded and cursed at Him and He does not answer. I kneel and begged and He stole even more from me.

I have lost my trust in the Lord, now I can only think of curses for him and even at this moment, the neighbours are taunting us with excessive ruckus.

I am at the point that I am tempted by the many evil ways available to obtain money, even a couple of hundreds would be a breath of fresh air for me and I have the furious urge to destroy the neighbours.

I am in mortal sin but I cannot bring myself to the church anymore not to mention a confession as I hate hate hate God so much! Why must He steal?! Why can He steal? Does a good father steal from his son? Does an all-loving father treat his child as a filth to be abandoned? When the prodigal son ran back to his father, the father gave him even more than he took. I ran to God and off the cliff I fall, away and too I fell.

I need people without the hate to help me. Help make Him reach out to me. I am tired of reaching out to nothingness when I am bruised and hurt and on the floor with evil people attacking me.

I asked for bread and was given a stone, I asked for a fish and was given a snake.
 
Go to confession asap
Tell the priest you need help from the St Vincent de Paul society
Ask him if there are any social workers in the parish
Ask if he knows any attorneys that do pro bono work
Pray the Divine Mercy chaplet
Go to the Stations of the Cross tonight at your parish.

Will pray for you.
 
Go see Jesus in the confessional. As a matter of fact the Pope instituted certain Churches to have 24 hour confession today March 4th.
 
Thanks but I am not disabled and can do a job perfectly fine be it manual or knowledge-based. I do not want handouts since they can give to those who aren’t able to work and my country’s SVDP society has very minute resources due to the lack of people donating to it. What I need is a job. A degree job would be best but I’d settle for nearly anything now.

I can’t go to confession because I’m not repentant of my curses against God and of my sins, I hate that God is throwing me to the wolves and I wish to hurt Him as much as possible. If He is to appear right in front of me, I would stab Him in the eye. This would make my confession invalid and my prayers fake. I can’t even bring myself to do the sign of the cross right now more so the stations of the cross.

In my country, we don’t get lawyer representation for matters such as these. We need to file a complaint with a tribunal which starts off a couple of hundred dollars and would normally end up with the whole suit being a few grand. And the legal aid department has deemed that my family is not suitable for such an assistance since we don’t fit into their ridiculously stringent criteria as they need the applicant to be literally homeless and must be a defendant.

But anyway, many thanks for your suggestions and prayer. I have conceived of a great number of ways but there seems to be no way out. Except in immoral ways of course.
 
Joybearer said:
I am unable to ask for prayers but I don’t know what else to do.

I have trusted the Lord and He has robbed me of love, peace and even basic sustenance.

I have lost my dearest of friends, I have lost a massive amount of money and was unable to obtain a proper job. Every job that I could score would suddenly turn from a lack of manpower to too much that I become superfluous. With not enough jobs or shifts to go around, I earn too little to cover my expenses. The economy is bad right now with hiring freezes and my predicament becomes worse and my dad has been unemployed for many years now.

I crashed my car due to the old car losing control and the repairs cost my entire’s month’s salary. Essential things in my house are constantly breaking down for no reason and it costs money to replace them which I have nearly none of right now, one time a ceiling light fell and shatterd on my mother while she was sleeping. My teeth broke for no reason and the costs to replace them is something that I cannot fully afford.

I have been painfully manipulated by the person I loved deeply. I have been chucked aside in a church group that I have joined. They’ve never accepted me as part of them and barely willing to speak to me.

I have a terrible bunch of neighbours that threaten my family and constantly harass my elderly parents and I, wanting to cause them physical harm. All the police officers who attended my case shrug it off saying that they couldn’t do much. The government officials I reported to brushed me off by telling me to bring them to court. The costs of court in my country is sky high and something that I cannot afford.

What can I do? I trusted in God and He threw me aside like a piece of filth. I prayed, He does not answer, I scolded and cursed at Him and He does not answer. I kneel and begged and He stole even more from me.

I have lost my trust in the Lord, now I can only think of curses for him and even at this moment, the neighbours are taunting us with excessive ruckus.

I am at the point that I am tempted by the many evil ways available to obtain money, even a couple of hundreds would be a breath of fresh air for me and I have the furious urge to destroy the neighbours.

I am in mortal sin but I cannot bring myself to the church anymore not to mention a confession as I hate hate hate God so much! Why must He steal?! Why can He steal? Does a good father steal from his son? Does an all-loving father treat his child as a filth to be abandoned? When the prodigal son ran back to his father, the father gave him even more than he took. I ran to God and off the cliff I fall, away and too I fell.

I need people without the hate to help me. Help make Him reach out to me. I am tired of reaching out to nothingness when I am bruised and hurt and on the floor with evil people attacking me.

I asked for bread and was given a stone, I asked for a fish and was given a snake.
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You “hate, hate, hate God so much”??? Please read your signature.

God loves you, but you have turned away. I have had so many of the same things happen to me, in addition to becoming totally disabled at 44 years old.

God has not stolen from you when all things are His to begin with. Nor has he cast you aside like a piece of filth. I’ve read your post over and over and all I can can feel is horrible anger coming from you. You need to see a doctor right away. I’ll send you $100 if it will take some of the hate out of you. Your post is frightening. I’m sorry to say that I feel that you haven’t been very much open to anything, God forgive me if I’m wrong.

God loves you, one of His precious children. I do too. Honest.
 
LittleFlower378 said:
Go see Jesus in the confessional. As a matter of fact the Pope instituted certain Churches to have 24 hour confession today March 4th.
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Jesus abandoned me. He abandoned my family. I can’t think of Him without flaring up. If He is here in front of me I would stab Him. I cannot go to confession in this state, it would be invalid. If my sins hurt Him. I will be happy. Since He hurt me. Even when I was like a dog begging for mercy. He gave NONE. Terrible god. Even the pagan gods aren’t so merciless. Yet he’s the only game in town, no other entities could aid me. He monopolised the world and delight in my lack and suffering while blessing my acquianted atheists and protestants with greatness. My faith is worthless.
 
Joybearer said:
Jesus abandoned me. He abandoned my family. I can’t think of Him without flaring up. If He is here in front of me I would stab Him. I cannot go to confession in this state, it would be invalid. If my sins hurt Him. I will be happy. Since He hurt me. Even when I was like a dog begging for mercy. He gave NONE. Terrible god. Even the pagan gods aren’t so merciless. Yet he’s the only game in town, no other entities could aid me. He monopolised the world and delight in my lack and suffering while blessing my acquianted atheists and protestants with greatness. My faith is worthless.
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You’d stab God? You’d have to go through me first.

It doesn’t seem that you care about anything but blaming God and others for any misfortunes. Millions of people have difficulties and are able to get up and dust off and get going again. It is painful to see the hate and ugliness you have written here. “Even the pagan gods aren’t so merciless?” Why, have you been getting support from them?

I’m praying for you right now. In the meantime, if you have a Bible, check out the Book of Job. You might find it enlightening.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

For Help in Trials

Most holy apostle St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the traitor who delivered your beloved Master into the hands of His enemies has caused you to be forgotten by many. But the Church honors and invokes you universally as the patron of hopeless cases–of things despaired of. Pray for me who feels so hopeless. Make use, I implore you, of that particular privilege accorded to you of bringing visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need, that I may receive the consolations and succor of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, in particular Joybearer’s , and that I may bless God with you and all the elect throughout eternity. I promise you, O Blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, and I will never cease to honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to do all in my power to encourage devotion to you. Amen.

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon Joybearer in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
Jesus, Help Me!

In every need let me come to You with humble trust,
saying:
Jesus, help me!
In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations:
Jesus, help me!
In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials:
Jesus, help me!
In the failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows:
Jesus, help me!
When others fail me, and Your Grace alone can assist me:
Jesus, help me!
When I throw myself on Your tender Love as Savior:
Jesus, help me!
When my heart is cast down by failure, at seeing no good
come from my efforts:
Jesus, help me!
When I feel impatient, and my cross irritates me:
Jesus, help me!
When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot work and
I am lonely:
Jesus, help me!

Always, always, in spite of weakness, falls and short-
comings of every kind:
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, help me and never forsake me!

Amen

†

Prayer Against Depression
………….By St Ignatius of Loyola

O Christ Jesus
When all is darkness
And we feel our weakness and helplessness,
Give us the sense of Your Presence,
Your Love and Your Strength.
Help us to have perfect trust
In Your protecting love
And strengthening power,
So that nothing may frighten or worry us,
For, living close to You,
We shall see Your Hand,
Your Purpose, Your Will through all things.

Amen.

†

Let Nothing Disturb You

Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.

Patience,
Obtains all things,
Whoever has God
Lacks nothing:
God alone suffices.

Santa Teresa de Jesús
(Santa Teresa de Ávila)
 
I hope I am not out of order, but have you ever felt a call to the monastic life?
 
EveningSkye111 said:
You “hate, hate, hate God so much”??? Please read your signature.

God loves you, but you have turned away. I have had so many of the same things happen to me, in addition to becoming totally disabled at 44 years old.

God has not stolen from you when all things are His to begin with. Nor has he cast you aside like a piece of filth. I’ve read your post over and over and all I can can feel is horrible anger coming from you. You need to see a doctor right away. I’ll send you $100 if it will take some of the hate out of you. Your post is frightening. I’m sorry to say that I feel that you haven’t been very much open to anything, God forgive me if I’m wrong.

God loves you, one of His precious children. I do too. Honest.
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I thank you very very much for the generosity but I assure you that the $100 will be stolen by God once it reaches my account by some terrible turn of events. I am sorry that God has also stolen so much from you, including your faculties. I cannot imagine what you must be going through to have so much taken. He might do the same to me judging at the rate that this is going.

If a person gives someone a gift and deprive him of it slowly over the years, that’s just cruelty that an omnibenevolent being should never do. I would never do that to strangers whom I have given to much less my friends or even conceive of doing it to my future children.

I placed the signature there when I started to encounter the stealing and genuinely believed in it, yet the stealing continues no matter how much faith and trust I placed in God.

I am a very frugal person who does not splurge and often give as much as I can to the poor. Yet, I was being stolen from again and again and it is not stopping but getting worse. And not only money was stolen but love and hope was stolen.

I kept reflecting on whether these losses were my fault but discovered that they were truly the marvelous ‘Act of God’. While my atheist, and protestant acquaintances of similar qualifications are thriving in their career and having their love of their lives with peace and great friendships surrounding them. Yet, I, who am a Catholic is tossed aside like something even a dog wouldn’t take a second sniff.

Even if I needed a doctor, I wouldn’t be able to afford one. If I catch a cold, I would probably be the first person to die of a common cold in this era. And I’ll go to hell because of my mortal sins.

All because God is a terrible god.
 
First of all, you don’t have to go to Confession. You could just talk to a priest.

However…

Doing the right thing is not about feeling the right emotions. Having the right emotions will help, but what really counts is moving your feet to the right place.

In other words, if you have the will to go to Confession, even if you don’t really want to go, you will please God. God will think, “This guy is trying hard to do the right thing.”

So that would not be invalid.

Look, you never have to achieve perfect contrition before you go to Confession. Confession is not a Sacrament for perfect people!!

If you can’t feel contrition, act like you have. You will be more likely to find contrition at church than at home. You are a lot more likely to find it at Confession!!

I remember a time when I was very angry at God, even at church. I got a lot of help from just going and praying, even though I didn’t want to, and also from using holy water when I went.

Also, not to be paranoid… let’s consider the possibility that your annoying circumstances include some bad stuff from demons attacking you and your family. If that is the case, it could only help for you to go to church and go to Confession. Even if it’s not their fault, just think how annoyed it will make the demons! Revenge!

Yup, I’m not too proud to appeal to your vengeful side. Go have fun and annoy the Enemy. 🙂

And if you can’t bring yourself to ask for prayers, I’m going to pray for you anyway. 🙂 See? You got your typing fingers to the right place, and that was enough!
 
pianistclare said:
So you’re not in the us?
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Unfortunately, I am not. I would love to live in the west, either US or Europe since you guys are great on human rights and stuff. In Asia, it’s the survival of the fittest. The social safety net is terrible and only caters to those who are limbless and insane.
 
EveningSkye111 said:
You’d stab God? You’d have to go through me first.

It doesn’t seem that you care about anything but blaming God and others for any misfortunes. Millions of people have difficulties and are able to get up and dust off and get going again. It is painful to see the hate and ugliness you have written here. “Even the pagan gods aren’t so merciless?” Why, have you been getting support from them?

I’m praying for you right now. In the meantime, if you have a Bible, check out the Book of Job. You might find it enlightening.
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The ugliness is a manifestation of God’s privation of everything good from me. You didn’t have to defend God, I know my theology well enough to know that He could just forget about me to erase my existence and I always always hope He freaking does.

Well, get up and dust off? What can I do? Steal back from God? Steal back jobs, steal back friendships, steal back the hurt that was done to me through manipulation, kill the neighbours?

I live in a secular country yet filled with tons of superstitious people believing in all sorts of amulets and deities. They are doing spectacular. So yeah, pagan gods are better at blessings.

I dust off, walked two steps, fell, dusted off, walked, fell. Everytime the bruises get worse and worse. This has been happening for more than the past decade and not the first time and I became a whiny. Job received many times what he had lost in the end. Sad to say, this parable does not happen much in reality.
 
pollylodges said:
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

For Help in Trials

Most holy apostle St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the name of the traitor who delivered your beloved Master into the hands of His enemies has caused you to be forgotten by many. But the Church honors and invokes you universally as the patron of hopeless cases–of things despaired of. Pray for me who feels so hopeless. Make use, I implore you, of that particular privilege accorded to you of bringing visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need, that I may receive the consolations and succor of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations and sufferings, in particular Joybearer’s , and that I may bless God with you and all the elect throughout eternity. I promise you, O Blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, and I will never cease to honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to do all in my power to encourage devotion to you. Amen.

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon Joybearer in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
Jesus, Help Me!

In every need let me come to You with humble trust,
saying:
Jesus, help me!
In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations:
Jesus, help me!
In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials:
Jesus, help me!
In the failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows:
Jesus, help me!
When others fail me, and Your Grace alone can assist me:
Jesus, help me!
When I throw myself on Your tender Love as Savior:
Jesus, help me!
When my heart is cast down by failure, at seeing no good
come from my efforts:
Jesus, help me!
When I feel impatient, and my cross irritates me:
Jesus, help me!
When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot work and
I am lonely:
Jesus, help me!

Always, always, in spite of weakness, falls and short-
comings of every kind:
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, help me and never forsake me!

Amen

†

Prayer Against Depression
………….By St Ignatius of Loyola

O Christ Jesus
When all is darkness
And we feel our weakness and helplessness,
Give us the sense of Your Presence,
Your Love and Your Strength.
Help us to have perfect trust
In Your protecting love
And strengthening power,
So that nothing may frighten or worry us,
For, living close to You,
We shall see Your Hand,
Your Purpose, Your Will through all things.

Amen.

†

Let Nothing Disturb You

Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.

Patience,
Obtains all things,
Whoever has God
Lacks nothing:
God alone suffices.

Santa Teresa de Jesús
(Santa Teresa de Ávila)
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Thank you. 🙂
 
1Lord1Faith said:
I hope I am not out of order, but have you ever felt a call to the monastic life?
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When I was younger, I wanted to, but I went for a vocation discernment retreat and several others and the call was lost. That was when I didn’t think of my commitments to my family. Now I can hardly even conceive of serving that tyrant.
 
Mintaka said:
First of all, you don’t have to go to Confession. You could just talk to a priest.

However…

Doing the right thing is not about feeling the right emotions. Having the right emotions will help, but what really counts is moving your feet to the right place.

In other words, if you have the will to go to Confession, even if you don’t really want to go, you will please God. God will think, “This guy is trying hard to do the right thing.”

So that would not be invalid.

Look, you never have to achieve perfect contrition before you go to Confession. Confession is not a Sacrament for perfect people!!

If you can’t feel contrition, act like you have. You will be more likely to find contrition at church than at home. You are a lot more likely to find it at Confession!!

I remember a time when I was very angry at God, even at church. I got a lot of help from just going and praying, even though I didn’t want to, and also from using holy water when I went.

Also, not to be paranoid… let’s consider the possibility that your annoying circumstances include some bad stuff from demons attacking you and your family. If that is the case, it could only help for you to go to church and go to Confession. Even if it’s not their fault, just think how annoyed it will make the demons! Revenge!

Yup, I’m not too proud to appeal to your vengeful side. Go have fun and annoy the Enemy. 🙂

And if you can’t bring yourself to ask for prayers, I’m going to pray for you anyway. 🙂 See? You got your typing fingers to the right place, and that was enough!
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Thank you. I don’t know why but your words does bring a certain sense of comfort in me even though I have heard the same things said differently multiple times in different parts of my life. But I think God is thinking, “this lil tumbleweed is cursing me! Let me smite him more!”. I just can’t understand how my atheist and protestant acquaintances are faring way better than I am while we have the same qualifications and pretty much similar in many aspects.

I would try but let’s not mention perfect contrition, I doubt I’d even have imperfect contrition going on. Going to church is an “ugh” right now. I will attempt at an adoration room without bursting into flames first.

I know I’m being much of a pessimist, but I doubt there will be any changes since when I last begged the heck out of Him, I was pretty much ignored and life made worse. And that was when I was in sanctifying grace. The immutable god doesn’t change His mind.

Who needs demons when we have a god who steals.
 
Joybearer said:
When I was younger, I wanted to, but I went for a vocation discernment retreat and several others and the call was lost. That was when I didn’t think of my commitments to my family. Now I can hardly even conceive of serving that tyrant.
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Mao Zedong
Adolph Hitler
Saddam Hussein
Fidel Castro
Nikita Khrushchev
Vladimir Lenin
Benito Mussolini
Ho Chi Minh
Kim Jong-Il
Kim Il-Sung
Hugo Chavez
Idi Amin
Hirohito
Ruhollah Khomeini
Oliver Cromwell
Hideki Tojo
Francisco Franco
Napoleon
Hafez al-Assad
Bashir al-Hassad
Osama bin-Laden
Kurt Schuschnigg
Nicholas II of Russia
Enver Pasha
Yahya Khan
Pol Pot
Mengistu Haile Mariam
Mikhail Gorbachev

And the list goes on…

Dear friend, how can you place God, our Heavenly Father, with the likes of the aforementioned “tyrants?”

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Also, dear one, how can God steal, when all is His?

Also, God loves your atheist and protestant friends just as much as He loves you and DOES just as much for them as He does for you. God is not trying to find more and more ways to make your life miserable. We have all had times when we’ve been angry and frustrated with God. But please, give Him a little bit today. Just a little. Tell Him you are angry. Tell Him you are mad. Tell Him whatever you want. Go out into the country and SCREAM!

Go back home and do nothing else.

Tomorrow, well, we’ll talk tomorrow.

But before you go to bed tonight, tell God you love Him. No matter how much it kills you to say it, just do it.

God bless… and we’re praying for you. : )

And remember, God answers all prayer, but sometimes the answer is “no.”
 
EveningSkye111 said:
Mao Zedong
Adolph Hitler
Saddam Hussein
Fidel Castro
Nikita Khrushchev
Vladimir Lenin
Benito Mussolini
Ho Chi Minh
Kim Jong-Il
Kim Il-Sung
Hugo Chavez
Idi Amin
Hirohito
Ruhollah Khomeini
Oliver Cromwell
Hideki Tojo
Francisco Franco
Napoleon
Hafez al-Assad
Bashir al-Hassad
Osama bin-Laden
Kurt Schuschnigg
Nicholas II of Russia
Enver Pasha
Yahya Khan
Pol Pot
Mengistu Haile Mariam
Mikhail Gorbachev

And the list goes on…

Dear friend, how can you place God, our Heavenly Father, with the likes of the aforementioned “tyrants?”

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I know you love God. But to be brutally honest. He does share some traits with them. Egocentric - nothing in the world except of Himself and in Himself. Controlling - Everyone must worship Him and Him alone. Murderous - Just count the number of people God killed. Domineering - "My way or the highway(hell). Sells idea of a Utopia - heaven. Destroys opposition - Lucifer and legion (not a clean job though).

Does those traits not make him a tyrant? And probably a mafia don would tell someone to kill his son to show loyalty and stops his hand at the last possible second.

Correct me if I’m wrong with any of these points.
 
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