Yes. The Gospel writer who said he was a thief.
Sure, but it reads like “he was always a bum, anyway.” It has the ring of someone who’s hurt and therefore says something that proceeds from that pain, rather than from a rational point of view. YMMV.
Dimmesdale:
He was in contact with Jesus Christ, was his disciple, yet he turned his back on him in a most callous sort of way for wealth.
Well, that’s not really the way the narrative plays out, is it? In only one of the Gospels do we see Judas asking “what will you give me if I hand him over to you?”. In all the others, only after they accept Judas’ proposal do they make an offer of payment. So, the majority opinion of the evangelists is that Judas did this out of a desire to hand Jesus over, and not from the desire to make a quick buck.
So… the question becomes “why
did Judas do it?”
We can only speculate, of course, but the conjecture that I’ve come across that makes the most sense, actually contextualizes in a way that shows
motivation rather than
callous disregard. I would agree with those who say that it makes little sense to think that, after three years, Judas just wanted better pay.
One conjecture starts with the premise that Judas was becoming disillusioned with Jesus; it suggests that perhaps Judas was looking for a Messiah who would initiate an armed uprising against the secular enemies of the Jews. That leads to two possibilities:
- Judas no longer believes that Jesus is the guy to start the uprising. So, he needs to find a ‘new’ revolutionary. But, with Jesus on the scene, it will be difficult to get the people behind someone new. So, Judas actually does want Jesus to get taken down a peg.
- Judas still believes in Jesus, but he’s getting impatient. So, perhaps Judas wants to catalyze Jesus into action, by forcing Him to act when the Jewish leadership arrests him.
In either case, Judas later feels remorseful: maybe he never intended Jesus to be killed; maybe he realizes that he should have just let Jesus do His own thing; maybe he just reconsidered his actions. In any case, his reaction is two-fold:
remorse and
despair.
That doesn’t read – to me, at least! – as “psychopath.” It sounds a whole lot more human (and flawed) and reasonable.
Dimmesdale:
Yes, but again, most people who are hardened criminals don’t go to confession. And I have such people in mind.
From what I hear, from priests and deacons who minister to prisons… you might be surprised.
There’s something I wonder about this despair… If Christians really believe there is a Hell, and that there is a pain far worse than anything here and now… why is that a reason to take their life? To get out of the present predicament… but that’s like going out of the frying pan and into the fire…
Except that, if you’ve despaired to the point where you think that hell is inevitable, then suicide doesn’t seem like a worse option for you. “Truly mad”, indeed, but nevertheless, sometimes people
do find themselves in the throes of such a depression…