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dazzi
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Over the past 6 months I have been going through a horrible time
, I have just been feeling down, I have had severe anxiety before work or uni, both of which led to me dropping out of due to this anxiety and it is not getting better.
I am going to visit a psychologist tomorow, I personally can not grasp that something like this can get better but I have no other choice, I feel like a zombie like there is no life in me anymore, everything I do I feel like a robot.
If I go to find work I just feel anxious and hope that I don’t get the job because I simply just get the urge to vomit and cry when I think about working again, when I think of Uni the same thing happends. Right now the only place I feel comfortable is in my room sitting in a chair, I dont even have to be on the internet, I could simply stare at a wall thinking of the past and feeling better in those times. (I’m 18), I have so much self doubt, and simply don’t want to think positive anymore like as if I fear it.
I am not asking for a online resolution here, because I know that won’t help much, I need to seek help personally from professionals, but I just need some prayers to help me through this hopefully so I can see some light in this constant loop of darkness and start to enjoy life again.
Please.
Thank you so much everyone.
, I have just been feeling down, I have had severe anxiety before work or uni, both of which led to me dropping out of due to this anxiety and it is not getting better.I am going to visit a psychologist tomorow, I personally can not grasp that something like this can get better but I have no other choice, I feel like a zombie like there is no life in me anymore, everything I do I feel like a robot.
If I go to find work I just feel anxious and hope that I don’t get the job because I simply just get the urge to vomit and cry when I think about working again, when I think of Uni the same thing happends. Right now the only place I feel comfortable is in my room sitting in a chair, I dont even have to be on the internet, I could simply stare at a wall thinking of the past and feeling better in those times. (I’m 18), I have so much self doubt, and simply don’t want to think positive anymore like as if I fear it.
I am not asking for a online resolution here, because I know that won’t help much, I need to seek help personally from professionals, but I just need some prayers to help me through this hopefully so I can see some light in this constant loop of darkness and start to enjoy life again.
Please.
Thank you so much everyone.