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cloudsurfer
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I went to Barnes and Nobles today to do research for my memoir, a portrait of a lifelong mental illness. I was following the instructions from a site online about how to contact an agent: go to a bookstore and research similar titles. I went with notepad and a pen. I was immediately aware, when I pulled out my pen and paper, of being observed, and moved along; then I found the motherlode of novels and memoirs of mental illness and knelt down and took down about 30 titles; people were stepping around me. So I grabbed a cappuccino and left; went out to my car and drank my coffee there. I became aware of a mall security guard poised in front of my car so I left.
This was very disheartening. It used to happen to me all the time when I was living in Florida.
I am staying away from my book tonight and looking for some healing from this moment. I understand that my behavior was improper but I don’t know how I was supposed to do it differently. I wasn’t gracious or loving, that I can see.
Please pray for me and for the success of my book.
This was very disheartening. It used to happen to me all the time when I was living in Florida.
I am staying away from my book tonight and looking for some healing from this moment. I understand that my behavior was improper but I don’t know how I was supposed to do it differently. I wasn’t gracious or loving, that I can see.
Please pray for me and for the success of my book.