Because of my personality and different life events, I am afflicted by a deep-seated representation that God predestined me to a life of misery and, ultimately, to an eternity that will be a natural continuation of my life. I expect hardship, disappointment, and crumbs from God, so i expect God to reject me when I face him. IF he doesn’t reject me, Purgatory will rid me of my cloak of heaviness and affliction. Knowing I’m leaving behind all the negativity and moving forward to an eternity of joy and contentment, knowing I could have easily been sentenced to Hell, where I would have been in the company of, literally, the scum of the Earth and demons, I will heave one huge sigh of relief. All the best to those who want to avoid it like the plague, losers like me will gladly settle for the antechamber of Heaven.