Thanks Mike for that long response. i am going to answer it in pieces.
trustmc:
You keep mentioning that personal feelings are useful in shaping one’s spiritual discernment, but this is also not the case. Witness the many Mormons who testify to their own feelings when they read the Book of Mormon that “prove” the book is true. You seem to be doing the same with Valtorta’s writings. The “peace beyond all understanding” that you refer to from scripture to legitimize feelings is not an emotion; it is a state of mind that underlies the feelings of a believer even when the believer is feeling anxious, distressed or sorrowful during times of trial. This peace is predicated on faith in Christ, not our emotions.
With the Mormons, they resort to feelings alone when up against the wall when the intellectual arguments run out.
But this is feelings AND reason. For me feelings includes how I know God has spoken to my consience in the past - its the same as how he is speaking to me on this. Thats a pretty sacred place. One I am not going to dump overboard without real good reason!
ANd its reason because I look at your reasoning but I also see the reasoning of dcdurel and CharacterZero here. I also look at the experts presented by both sides of this issue.
And I can’t ignore that a bulk of the experts on your side are doing stupid things like accusing Valtorta as portraying a homosexual Jesus. Or they might say its too flowery. Well thats her writing style. Jesus in most parts of the books did not dictate words to her - He brought to to scenes in His life and she wrote what she saw - in her writing style. She had a gift for descriptive writing. Flowery some call it. Which is not a common way of writing now but in the 50s it was.
So reason tells me there is a lot wrong with the critics you are quoting.
So I conside your linked critics, and I consider the critics on this thread. You sound reasonable. But frankly you haven’t read it. You haven’t been in my shoes, reading and believing, and then asked to give up what you believed.
If there was someone who read and truly believed, was perhaps devoted to Valtorta’s books, rea dit with understanding, and came to believe that it wasnt of God the Church ruled it wrong and then they rejected it AND saw the reason and error in it, you can be sure that would be a much more powerful motivator.
This would be compared to the conversion story of a true beleiver in Mormonism who sorted out his beleifs through hard work over time and came to see the error of it and the truth of Catholicism.
If Valtorta is so wrong, there must be SOME out there who truly believed and loved it, and then with much learning and understanidng foudn point by point where they were wrong. Now that would be persuasive.
As a truly beleiving Evangelical Christian, I was swayed away from the very solid ground I thought I stood on when I read Scott Hahns story. He truly beleived like I believed - then he saw what was missing from it.
That kind of convincing would work for me. I need something that solid because saying Valtorta is not of God means ripping away that special God-place where he has spoken so powerfully to me before, and saying its wrong.
Do you understand why I need something more that what you can offer?
Your arguments are not falling on deaf ears. If the Church infallibly ruled against it - something that the Church would not do without a very serious examination, and would result in a good thorough teaching on why, as She always has done in the past, like a loving wise Mother, then of course I would have to choose between Valtorta and the Church and i would choose my Church. And your arguments that I could not except would be remembered and be a reinforcement.
But whereas you think one has to choose,
I do not think at this point in time one has to choose. And I deeply do not beleive that there
ever will be a time one has to choose, because I believe Poem of the Man-God is a gift of God and His Church will
not ever infallibly deny that it is from God.
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But
I am not infallible, and could be wrong, and if the time of choice comes, I would chose as I stated.