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I can barely write this. I feel disgusting. I am trying to forget what I did but I cannot. It is all too recent. I feel like a lost soul. I committed this disgusting act of sexual sin. And I just want to die now. I feel so gross and can’t live with this.

I just need help. I hate everything. It seems like I just go to church out of habit now, and zone out while I am there. I go to work and hate it, I come home and I hate it.

I don’t want to go to sleep because I don’t want to wake up. I need help and don’t know what to do.
 
Mickddp said:
I can barely write this. I feel disgusting. I am trying to forget what I did but I cannot. It is all too recent. I feel like a lost soul. I committed this disgusting act of sexual sin. And I just want to die now. I feel so gross and can’t live with this.

I just need help. I hate everything. It seems like I just go to church out of habit now, and zone out while I am there. I go to work and hate it, I come home and I hate it.

I don’t want to go to sleep because I don’t want to wake up. I need help and don’t know what to do.
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Have you tried talking to your pastor about how badly you feel and how you want to achieve calm from your troubles? Absolution and understanding from a priest would go a long way. I will pray for you today . I hope you feel better about yourself and lifein general soon. If you don’t counseling is a good thing to look into.
PRAYER TO SAINT ANTHONY.
Holy Saint Anthony,
gentle and powerful in your help,
your love for God and charity for His creatures,
made you worthy, when on earth,
to possess miraculous powers.
Miracles waited on your word,
which you were always ready to request
for those in trouble or anxiety.
Encouraged by this thought,
I implore you to obtain for me…

(Make your request here). hope and happiness.

The answer to my prayer may require a miracle.
Even so, you are the Saint of miracles.
Gentle and loving Saint Anthony,
whose heart is ever full of human sympathy,
take my petition to the Infant Savior
for whom you have such a great love,
and the gratitude of my heart will ever be yours.

Amen.
 
Hail Mary, full of Grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

With God’s power, with His Mercy, your sin— no matter how heinous, no matter how ridiculously disgusting— can be erased, made “white as snow”… and you will be like a newborn baby.

It seems like you are on the brink of a new direction in your life, and for the better. From where you are, the only direction is up!

Stay close to Mama Mary. Visit Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament. Any small prayer will help you, even if you have no idea how things will turn out, have faith that it will be good–merely because God wants it so.
 
Praying for you.
Remember, there is no sin that God is not willing to forgive! Go to confession, it will make you feel sooo much better!
 
Hi Mickddp please try to forgive yourself, if you are feeling guilty.Go to confession then forgive & forget yourself over this.
God loves YOU and no matter what sin we commit if we are truly sorry (remember he knows what’s in our hearts) then He will forgive us.
It could be you are feeling a little depressed about your life in some way,it happens to us all at some time or another.Go and speak to your doctor and get some counselling arranged.There may be medication of some sort that could help also.Above all make an appointment to speak with your priest and tell him how you are feeling,he will reassure you and make you feel a whole lot better.If you don’t want to talk to your own priest make an appointment with another one.Let us know how you get on.
God blessxx

Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.Mother Mary please intercede for Mick
(Then say three Hail Marys).
 
Praying for the Lord to increase your desire to go to mass and participate as well as giving you a boost in your home and work-life as well …
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.Mother Mary please intercede for Mick
(Then say three Hail Marys).
 
Mickddp said:
I can barely write this. I feel disgusting. I am trying to forget what I did but I cannot. It is all too recent. I feel like a lost soul. I committed this disgusting act of sexual sin. And I just want to die now. I feel so gross and can’t live with this.

I just need help. I hate everything. It seems like I just go to church out of habit now, and zone out while I am there. I go to work and hate it, I come home and I hate it.

I don’t want to go to sleep because I don’t want to wake up. I need help and don’t know what to do.
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For your intentions…

Lord Jesus hanging on the Cross,
I raise sorrowful and shameful eyes to you.
You have granted me untold blessings
and I have repaid you by contributing to your Passion and death.
My hands took part in your scourging,
my voice was among those who denied you
and called for your death,
my thoughts brought about your crowning with thorns,
my sins drove the nails into your hands and feet,
the lance into your side.
Dear Lord, forgive me for all these sins.
You are great, glorious, and infinitely good;
I am insignificant, selfish, and hopelessly sinful.
But I am sorry for all my sins,
and by the Blood shed in your Passion,
I beg for forgiveness
and for a share in your love and grace.
Amen
 
Praying for you.
Special prayers that you may overcome this bump along the way.
Remember God does not give us more than we can handle.
 
Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.Mother Mary please intercede for Mick
(Then say three Hail Marys).
 
For your intentions…

Lord Jesus hanging on the Cross,
I raise sorrowful and shameful eyes to you.
You have granted me untold blessings
and I have repaid you by contributing to your Passion and death.
My hands took part in your scourging,
my voice was among those who denied you
and called for your death,
my thoughts brought about your crowning with thorns,
my sins drove the nails into your hands and feet,
the lance into your side.
Dear Lord, forgive me for all these sins.
You are great, glorious, and infinitely good;
I am insignificant, selfish, and hopelessly sinful.
But I am sorry for all my sins,
and by the Blood shed in your Passion,
I beg for forgiveness
and for a share in your love and grace.
Amen
 
Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.Mother Mary please intercede for Mick
(Then say three Hail Marys).
 
G0 to Confession immediately. Realize after confession that you are forgiven by God. Now since God could forgive you…it is time to forgive yourself.
Stop punishing yourself for the past…like the coldness you feel at church. God is always with you and you can not even run from yourself either.
God Bless you,Spirit
 
Hey Mick,

I came across this post of yours from 2008. I don’t know if you’ll see this, but I pray you’re doing better. Remember, no matter what, never give up. Don’t despair. God wills for your well being. Trust in Him and seek His mercy and peace. You’re in my prayers.
 
Oh Mother of Perpetual Help, grant that I may ever invoke your powerful name, the protection of the living and the salvation of the dying. Purest Mary, let your name henceforth be ever on my lips. Delay not, Blessed Lady, to rescue me whenever I call on you. In my temptations, in my needs, I will never cease to call on you, ever repeating your sacred name, Mary, Mary. What a consolation, what sweetness, what confidence fills my soul when I utter your sacred name or even only think of you! I thank the Lord for having given you so sweet, so powerful, so lovely a name. But I will not be content with merely uttering your name. Let my love for you prompt me ever to hail you Mother of Perpetual Help. Mother of Perpetual Help, pray for me and grant me the favor I confidently ask of you.Mother Mary please intercede for Mick
(Then say three Hail Marys).
 
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