I need prayers because my health is declining

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Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Hello everyone. Thank you for your prayers. I am sorry that I have not kept you up to date as I usually do. I am not sure why I did not do so.

Anyway, I am still having breathing problems. Part of the reason is because I have only been taking some of my medicine. I have been taking all of my pills but I keep skipping the night time pills. I also keep skipping my Advair which is for my breathing and I have also been skipping my Flonase which is for nasal allergies. In addition, I have not been taking my breathing treatments every 4-6 hours as I am supposed to. I feel like I am quite stupid for neglecting to take these medications. It is my own fault. I would probably be better by now had I been doing so. I have a history of being non-compliant with my medication. I am not sure why I am like that but I think it has something to do with my Borderline Personality Disorder. I guess you could say that I hate taking medication even though I know that I have to do so or my health will suffer. I pretty much have to force myself to take my medicine regardless of whether or not I want to and the vast majority of the time, I do not want to take it.

Anyway, I am very depressed today. I have been taking my antidepressant which is Lexapro as I am supposed to but nevertheless, today is one of those days when I am feeling quite depressed. This is partly because I feel like the people in my apartment are always using me. I am always going places for them and taking them places and doing things for them but only one of my friends ever gives me anything in return. I know this sounds selfish and I am sure that it is but that is honestly the way I feel. I know I should be selfless and do what they want regardless of whether or not they are using me but it just kind of hurts my feelings that people do this without ever offering to help me or anything. 😦

I am sorry. I feel like I am a failure. I feel like I am in a state of mortal sin as well. I hate the fact that I am always sinning. I feel like I will never be virtuous. I have so many different sins that I commit, some habitually. I have a bad habit of laziness. This past week has been pretty bad for me in terms of laziness. I have used my bronchitis partly as an excuse to be lazy when I know I could have done more than what I did. Yesterday I slept all day but that was because I was so very tired and felt like my sleep was not giving me the energy I needed. I had slept the entire night from Tuesday into Wednesday morning but when I woke up I still felt incredibly tired and groggy so I went back to bed shortly after getting up and then slept the entire day. I was still groggy after getting up in the evening so I went back to bed after being up for an hour and slept a few more hours and I was up all night today. Anyway, please pray that I could defeat the vice of slothfulness.

And last but not least, I feel like I am in a state of mortal sin. I am planning to go to Confession with Fr. Ray before Mass this evening. I called him this morning and he gave me a call back to tell me I could come to Confession before Mass this evening. I do not know for sure if I will make it or not because I don’t know how I will feel and I told him that as well. I am definitely going to try hard to make it though. Please pray that I have perfect contrition and a very firm purpose of amendment. Please pray that I gain all of the graces that God wants to give me when I go to Confession. I am not going to Confession until this evening.

So anyway, I am sorry that I went on and on and on but I feel like I have a lot on my mind and it helps me to feel a little bit better to get all of this off of my chest. God bless you all and please forgive me for the long post.
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Continuing to pray for you Holly, and especially that you make it to mass and confession this evening. I am sorry your struggles are so difficult right now. May the Holy Mother wrap you in her loving arms and comfort you in these trials.

Mother Mary, St. Joseph, St. Dymphna, please intercede for Holly. Please ask our Lord to send angels to comfort Holly and ease the pain and physical, emotional, and spiritual problems she is dealing with at this time. Please ask him to give her strength and courage and fill her with his healing light and love. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our Father, who art in heaven.
Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen.

St. Michael the archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him we humbly pray.
And do thou oh Prince of the heavenly host.
By the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen
 
Hi everyone. I’m in a lot of pain this morning and I am afraid its going to get worse. I cannot take my prescription pain medicine which I normally would do because it hasn’t been long enough since the last dose. I am going to take some ibuprofen and hope and pray that it kills the pain.
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Continuing to pray for you Holly. May the Holy Mother wrap you in her loving arms and comfort you in these trials.

Mother Mary, St. Joseph, St. Dymphna, please intercede for Holly. Please ask our Lord to send angels to comfort Holly and ease the pain and physical, emotional, and spiritual problems she is dealing with at this time. Please ask him to give her strength and courage and fill her with his healing light and love. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our Father, who art in heaven.
Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen.

St. Michael the archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him we humbly pray.
And do thou oh Prince of the heavenly host.
By the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen
 
Praying that the Lord may heal you and strengthen you. Also praying that you may get relief from the pain you are experiencing.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen
 
Hi everyone. Thank you for your prayers. I am in pain again this morning. This time it is my right shoulder and arm. I don’t think I injured it due to my shoulder shrugging but it is possible. I was shrugging my shoulders a lot yesterday. I hate having a tic disorder.

That said, my allergies are also acting up today. My nose was really bothering me earlier and now my sinuses are beginning to bother me again.

Also, my breathing is doing a lot better but its still not as good as I would like it to be. I am almost over the bronchitis but it is still there although I have healed up a lot from it. I am still taking the antibiotics and will continue taking them until I am done with all of them.
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Thank you GaryTaylor for the prayers, I appreciate them. Thanks also to anyone else who prayed but did not post. 🙂

That said, I now need additional prayers. I was cleaning Precious’ ears with cotton swabs as I usually do about once a month and she got defensive and ended up scratching the side of my nose and my right hand. The cut on the side of my nose is pretty bad though. Its an inch long and won’t stop bleeding. I washed all of the cuts, cleaned the one on my nose with peroxide, and then put triple antibiotic ointment on them. However, the one on my nose is continuing to bleed. Its not very deep but it doesn’t want to quit bleeding. I am worried I might get an infection in it. Please pray that it heals up soon.

I also have been dealing with a headache today. I have been getting a lot of headaches lately. I’d appreciate prayers for relief and healing.

And last but not least, I am having more pain again today. I think as the weather is getting colder, it is affecting my fibromyalgia. My right shoulder has also been hurting some in the shoulder blade area. I think I may have injured it slightly when I was shrugging so much yesterday. I really wish that my shoulder shrugging tic would go into remission. It has done so before but for the past couple of years, it has not stopped and has caused me to injure both shoulders several times.

That said, I greatly appreciate all of the prayers that you all say for me. It means a lot to me and I am 100% certain that the prayers help. Thank you all so much! 👍👍
 
Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Hi everyone. Thank you for your prayers.

I am having a sore throat and ear ache this morning. I am also having fibromyalgia pain and I am depressed. I’d appreciate prayers for relief.
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Hi everyone. Thanks for your prayers.

I am very moody and irritable today so I would really appreciate your prayers that my bad mood would go away soon.
 
Continuing to pray for you Holly. May the Holy Mother wrap you in her loving arms and comfort you in these trials.

Mother Mary, St. Joseph, St. Dymphna, please intercede for Holly. Please ask our Lord to send angels to comfort Holly and ease the pain and physical, emotional, and spiritual problems she is dealing with at this time. Please ask him to give her strength and courage and fill her with his healing light and love. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Our Father, who art in heaven.
Hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come.
Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen.

St. Michael the archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him we humbly pray.
And do thou oh Prince of the heavenly host.
By the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen
 
Thank you for your prayers WaitingForJesus and thanks to anyone else who prayed too.

That said, my breathing is rather bad this morning. I am having an asthma attack and so I am taking a breathing treatment right now. I am hoping it helps my breathing significantly. The asthma attack was moderate in severity.

I am also in pain this morning. I woke up pretty stiff. Basically its like waking up with what I call a fibro flare. A fibro flare is a flareup of my fibromyalgia. I did take my pain medicine so I should be feeling better soon.
 
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.
 
Hi everyone. I am needing prayers also for my mental health. I’ve been really moody latley and I’ve been having panic attacks a lot. The tornado outbreak that we had recently triggered it. I have been having quite a few panic attacks since then and my anxiety levels have been quite high too. I’ve also been getting quite depressed lately. Please pray that my mental health would get better. I am afraid I may end up having to have myself hospitalized. Also, I am afraid my mental health will get even worse as we get close to December 13 because that is the “anniversary” of the first time I was admitted to the mental hospital. I don’t want to go into detail about it but that was very traumatic to me and I start having a lot of anxiety as I get closer to that date.
 
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