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youngsterat16
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Over the past almost year I’ve struggled with masturbation. when I started I didn’t realize what it was at first, although I had the feeling it was wrong. Anyways, not getting into much more detail, I’ve been much better now and haven’t physically done it since Easter. Mentally was more of a struggle and I have come to near occasion but haven’t since my last confession 2 weeks ago.
I feel so proud and relieved when I am able to resist and I feel stronger and stronger, but then I’ll get a dream and I orgasm. It seems like it happens every time I try to fight every temptation. Every time I fight it and last a while, I’ll orgasm in my sleep and eve time accept today it has tempted me enough to fall in to near occasion at the very least. I’m not concerned on the dreams itself because I know this scenerio is not a sin, but it tempts me when I’m awake. I still feel the stir inside for the r st of the day plus some. It takes much willpower to keep from any thoughts that lead to it. I can’t think over the dream to see if there’s any pattern because thinking of it tempts me all the more.
Last night I can remember orgasming 5 times. I can’t remember anything that I saw or heard in the dream, only the felling of it all. In it I was thinking of the rush (it may help to mention I’m female) that comes with arousal and it came and soon enough it came. It was like I was deliberately masturbating in my dream. And I’m not sure if I ever truly woke up but I remember trying to stay asleep so I could continue with the dream.
What do you all think of this? I’d be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy them but I would rather not have them at all if it tempts me into sin again.
Within the past 6 months I’ve orgasmed at least 9 times in my sleep. I do not do anything to try making this happen, no impure thoughts or anything. Last night it just came from nowhere.
I feel so proud and relieved when I am able to resist and I feel stronger and stronger, but then I’ll get a dream and I orgasm. It seems like it happens every time I try to fight every temptation. Every time I fight it and last a while, I’ll orgasm in my sleep and eve time accept today it has tempted me enough to fall in to near occasion at the very least. I’m not concerned on the dreams itself because I know this scenerio is not a sin, but it tempts me when I’m awake. I still feel the stir inside for the r st of the day plus some. It takes much willpower to keep from any thoughts that lead to it. I can’t think over the dream to see if there’s any pattern because thinking of it tempts me all the more.
Last night I can remember orgasming 5 times. I can’t remember anything that I saw or heard in the dream, only the felling of it all. In it I was thinking of the rush (it may help to mention I’m female) that comes with arousal and it came and soon enough it came. It was like I was deliberately masturbating in my dream. And I’m not sure if I ever truly woke up but I remember trying to stay asleep so I could continue with the dream.
What do you all think of this? I’d be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy them but I would rather not have them at all if it tempts me into sin again.
Within the past 6 months I’ve orgasmed at least 9 times in my sleep. I do not do anything to try making this happen, no impure thoughts or anything. Last night it just came from nowhere.