I think I'm Agnostic or Atheist Now. I Don't know anymore

[happymommy]

idk if i even believe in God anymore… Should i go to confession? I do like this girl… i wish a miracle would happen…

I used to pray the rosary on my knees, on the concrete. I might be turning 16 tomorrow, but I’ve read the catechism, Was even going to become a priest but i don’t know anymore…

Howcome Happiness comes to others but not me? I’ve cried in confession because of this… & she has helped me a lot… Would my priest be there Saturday?

I just don’t know if i’m a believer or not… I’m in the U.S. She’s in Canada.

If you are in the U.S. and she’s in Canada then why do you want to go to Japan?

 

[i_need_helpp]

If you are in the U.S. and she’s in Canada then why do you want to go to Japan?

Because I’m in love with Japan… i love the japanese culture, language, everything but, that can Wait… What should i truly do?

I’m just losing belief in God period… i’m lost. I’ve been losing belief for months.
Should i go to confession? i don’t know… i just feel like living in on an island, just me at the moment i really do like her… She’s helped a lot…

 

[Monica4316]

I think that yes, you should go to Confession. (since you asked)

it’s ALWAYS a good decision to go to Confession… never ever a bad one.

 

[i_need_helpp]

Why does she have to be so far away?

There is basically only one difference between us: i listen to Black Metal & Death Metal.

But would my priest be there Saturday?

I’ll give it all up… All i want is to be with her. God, if you truly exist, show me a sign of Your presence. Sorry if my grammar is bad, English is my worst subject. Science & Math are my best subjects.

I’ll give up listening to Black Metal & Death Metal such as: Burzum, Mayhem, Vital Remains, Deicide, Bathory, Cannibal Corpse, & More. Dark Funeral, Darkthrone, Gorgoroth, Behemoth.

I’ve never really liked girls in my area…

But what about Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, Jimi Hendrix, Simon & Garfunkel? i listen to basically everything besides Rap & Hip Hop & That includes J-rock, J-pop & Anime & video game music…

 

[lovemyboys]

OP, PLEASE never listen to Black Metal again. That music is demonic-- no wonder you’re having so much trouble. My teenage son is not allowed to listen to that stuff-- ever. I’ve put the fear of God in him. You don’t want to play around with ANYTHING Satanist/ anti-God. Your voluntarily letting darkness into your life. PLEASE get some CHRISTIAN metal–it’s out there.

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE throw out the Black Metal. If you doubt that this can have any effect on your life, just read any book on demonic possession. Satan is a hungry lion roaming around looking for souls to devour-- don’t give him an open door by listening to demonic music.

Also, please tell your priest you’ve been listening to music that is satanic-- he’ll probably give you some special blessing or say a prayer over you to get rid of the bad stuff you’ve let in.

 

[lovemyboys]

I’ve read many, many stories of exorcisms, but here’s one I just found for you to read-- I’m hoping to convince you that God is real and Satan is real… please give up the dark music!! Please keep getting the Sacraments-- they are the greatest protection from evil.

wnd.com/?pageId=58835

 

[lovemyboys]

OP, I"ll speak to you like I speak to my own teenage son-- all death and black metal music is FORBIDDEN. And absolutely no Marilyn Manson (who has admitted on tv that he was possessed as a teenager in a satanic ritual). My son listens to a lot of metal music, but I’ve told him that when he hears ANYTHING that he knows is from the “dark side,” to get away from it (even if he’s with friends). Luckily, my son takes this seriously. Lately, my son has gotten into the metal band formed by the Korn guy who turned Christian-- thewhosoevers.com/category/blog/. It’s Christian Metal-- metal that’s GOOD for the soul.

 

[Bwtby]

If you are in the U.S. and she’s in Canada then why do you want to go to Japan?

LMAO!

You’re a 16 year old in love with a 17 year old lesbian you never met? Okay.

Stop manipulating yourself. That’s what you’re doing. If you like Science, than start reading some Science textbooks, on the internet, when you start coming to subjects like Hematology and Biology and Astronomy your little agnosticism and atheism thoughts will deteriorate.