If you are from a small parish you may not have a vocations director, but each Diocese does have one. I would go to your Diocese website and find the tab for vocations and find out who to contact. The vocations director will spend time with you and will probably take you on tour at the Seminaries in your area. They are interested in what field you would like to end up in whether it is helping those with autism, being a parish priest or what ever.
I will be praying for you! I do pray for vocations every day also, so you are added to my list.
St. John Vienney, patron saint of priests, pray for us.