We all NEED to convert to Catholicism or we will most likely go to hell.
I think you are overstating yourself.
The Catholic Church recognizes (most if not all) non-Catholic Baptisms. This shows us that Original Sin is removed and that the soul is indelibly marked. We also know that in some way they are a part of the One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic Church:
“‘one cannot charge with the sin of the separation those who at present are born into these communities [that resulted from such separation] and in them are brought up in the faith of Christ, and the Catholic Church accepts them with respect and affection as brothers . . . . All who have been justified by faith in Baptism are incoporated into Christ; they therefore have a right to be called Christians, and with good reason are accepted as brothers in the Lord by the children of the Catholic Church.’”
-CCC 818
To @truthlovingorthodox
Don’t let how others could be affected by your conversion concern you. If you convert honestly, you will not be held accountable for what happens to those you leave behind or to those who think you are wrong to. Christ’s followers ,particularly the Apostles themselves, left behind their families. James and John left their father in a boat, and Peter probably left behind a family or wife (as evidenced by his mother-in-law). Jesus reminds us that:
“And to another he [Jesus] said, ‘Follow me.’ But he replied, ‘[Lord,] let me go first and bury my father.’ But he answered him, ‘Let the dead bury their dead. But you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God.’”
-Luke 9:59-60 (NABRE)
As well as:
“‘Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided, three against two and two against three; a father will be divided against his son and a son against his father, a mother against her faughter and a daughter against her mother, a mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.’”
-Luke 12:51-53 (NABRE)
Not saying that you should reject the people you have known in your Orthodoxy, but that they should not constrain you.
The Catholic Church believes that God does not refuse forgiveness from those who truly seek it. We also believe in the importance of the Gospel.
As the other posters have done, I encourage you to seek answers from a real person as well as to pray.
Prayer is a sure means of discovering truth. I don’t think God will fault you if you ask Him where you should be and what you should believe.