you are both right and wrong, if you want to understand, read these two short books -
gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=18175319
gaiaonline.com/guilds/viewtopic.php?t=18087275
they will explain everything you are asking, and then some :3
trust me, you will not be disappointed.
well…you did say you don’t believe in satan though…so i’m not sure how much those books can help you,
satans greatest achievement is to make people believe he does not exist, so i’d give this a little more thought if i were you,
it is a great mistake for us to ever think that we can understand the spiritual even a little bit, because truth be told, we have no understanding of it by either knowledge or experience, of course we have explanations and beliefs regarding the spiritual, but it is one thing to know and believe in these things, it’s an entirely different thing to truly understand it, and we do not…all we can trust in is what God has told us, and we are told that he exists, just as the angels do,
of course many have had their own personal experiences with the devil, but that is clearly not enough to convince others.
you are not completely wrong though in that our temptations come from within ourselves,
but you are wrong in that they come from no other source,
our temptations come from 3 sources, our own selves, the devil, and the world.
but** to say that temptation is a product of our free will is to say that evil could come out of something God gave to us as a good gift, which is to say that God is a source of evil, but we know that God is all good and all love, so this cannot be true,**
evil is where God is not, evil is not created, but rather a lacking of God who is all goodness,
so where God is not, there is evil,
well, to further understand this, just read those books i listed, it may not help you to believe in the devil, but it will help you in understanding how God works and how He has no part in evil.