It’s been a couple of days since I posted my scathing indictment of this thread (which I don’t take back) but since I haven’t been rebutted yet, I have the opportunity to clarify something else so that no one thinks that I’m playing “holier than thou.”
The OP’s question “If There Is No Heaven Will You Still Love God” had a specific intent, but it is heretically worded. It is designed to make us consider the parameters of our relationship with God. To love out of fear of punishment is not love at all which has been pointed out on several previous posts. But it is (can be) the first step to love. I fear losing the love that has been given to me. I want the love. I don’t want to do anything to jeopardize that love. Little children react out of fear of losing their parent’s love when they do something wrong and they are scolded. They want their parents’ love. We want Our Father’s love.
So there is a subtext to answering “no” to this question, and that subtext is “Your faith is immature if you can’t love God for who God is and not because you want a reward.” And it is an unfair imposition. The truth is that our reward in this life for believing in Christ is, in many cases, persecution. Many of us serve God as best we can and we live in a society that is overall hostile to our belief.
"Will you still love God if it means that you, too, will be crucified?"
"Will you still love God if it means being persecuted?" Those are better questions.
"Will you still love God if it means that you will lose your $100,000 per year job because your employers are unscrupulous?" These considerations cost us something now, in this life.
I lost my college teaching job (I was an adjunct, and thus NOT making $100,000) because I had the son of one of my college administrator’s in one of my classes. The student didn’t turn in work and was absent much of the time, but the college administrator tried to force me to pass him. I didn’t and I lost my job (and yes I did try to sue but lawyers fees would have been more than my settlement so I had to let it go). Many have told me that I was crazy, that my beliefs cost me my career. But my love of Christ wouldn’t let me do it. I knew the consequences for my actions. I made a hard choice and didn’t make a compromise. I have a son, though my wife has since left me, but even as a family man I couldn’t betray my God. Despite the resulting hardships I am working in security and God hasn’t abandoned me. I’m not patting myself on the back (who would) but I’ve known many that have made compromises about their faith only for money.
But to say “If There Is No Heaven Will You Still Love God?” is heretical not only because of the reasons I mentioned in previous posts, but also because I was able to make this decision not to give in to the temptation of money, career and prestige
BECAUSE OF THE PROMISE OF HEAVEN. Otherwise, I was a fool to lose my career (I’m still trying to break back into teaching but I don’t have any references now). I so easily could have passed the kid. It would have taken one small pencil mark coloring the “A” circle on his scantron grade sheet. How easy is that? But because I believe God will hold up His end of our Covenant, our Testament, I am able to stay faithful.
I did fear losing my job but I feared losing the love of God even more. Would any of you call me selfish? Immature? Does my faith need strengthening?
forums.catholic-questions.org/showthread.php?t=325667
forums.catholic-questions.org/showthread.php?p=5049070
These are links to my other threads if anyone wants to commiserate with me. I’m not saying that I haven’t been in anguish over what has happened, but in my pain I’ve turned to this Catholic community on-line. God is still with me, though I am not perfect and I worried that my previous posts on this thread might make some think that I’m bringing down “fire and brimstone” on you all. But this question wounded me somehow. **I *need ***there to be Heaven and thanks to Christ’s crucifixion and resurrection, which we remember today on Good Friday, there is one. Living a life in accordance to the Gospel is not in vain, and Heaven is our ultimate reward.