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scapularkid8
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I’ve recently entered a really intense period of temptation to masturbation. I’ve had problems with it in the past and lately it seems like literally every minute the devil is beating on me and I am SO TEMPTED to just masturbate because I’m remembering how good it feels. Sometimes it gets so bad that I literally just sit at my desk and grip it as hard as I can just to release any amount of stress this is causing me. I want to so bad. I’m even contemplating doing it and just going straight to Confession, but I know that won’t help me at all. I just want that feeling so bad and I know that sounds bad, but I can’t help it. It’s like there’s a fire inside of me.
Every other minute it seems like I crave it over and over again even though I haven’t done it in about four years. I’m hoping for a wet dream so I can just release all that tension and not be culpable. Anything to escape this. Deep in my heart I know that Jesus is the only freedom from this, but my mind is so busy right now.
Please pray for me.
Every other minute it seems like I crave it over and over again even though I haven’t done it in about four years. I’m hoping for a wet dream so I can just release all that tension and not be culpable. Anything to escape this. Deep in my heart I know that Jesus is the only freedom from this, but my mind is so busy right now.
Please pray for me.
