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scapularkid8
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I fell last night. I’m disappointed in myself, but I’m also using this time to really reflect on why it was wrong and what caused it so I can avoid that in the future. Not saying it’s a good thing to be out of the State of Grace because it’s the emptiest feeling ever, but I thank God for allowing me to see how I have sinned: against Him and also against myself. I deserve so much better than how I treated myself last night. And it’s not only about me, I degraded God too because I manipulated myself inside and out in a way that isn’t supposed to be taken lightly at all. The gift of sexuality is unique and too sacred to be abused like that. I’m going to pray and think about this until Saturday when I can get to Confession (I’ve got a long week ahead of me!). Now I need continued prayers that I can just stay strong through this awkward time, and so I don’t sin again regardless of what I’ve told myself. Do I have the right mindset on this?
