I'm desperate please. I feel dead

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I need your prayers. Im in a deep depression and anxiety. I’ve made poor and regretful decisions in life. The only way I fall asleep is with sleeping pills. First time posting. I use to enjoy reading threads in this forum and said a few prayers for other people that asked for help. I’ve never been this desperate in my life before. I’m coming off of drug abuse. I used steroids for about 3 months and I’m withdrawing. I sometimes have the feeling of just wanting to be dead. I never thout I would feel this way from using steroids. I have a 14 month old son and A girlfriend who I never had the courage to marry because I’ve always had someone else on the side. I’ve had 2 other girls that I lied and seduced just to have sex with them. My girlfriend has no idea. One of the girls was 18. Im 33. For some reason I feel I have to turn here for help. I believe in god and love Jesus but I’ve been living my life without care for sins. A lot of bad events have been happening in the past 4 years. I got fired 3 years ago and then fell into a depression and didn’t start working again till recently. I survived cause I still live with my parents and had a lot of money saved up. A few days ago I called the suicide hotline because I couldn’t take the pain anymore. I wanted to be dead but I would never have the courage to kill myself. It’s just a strong feeling to be dead. I’m turning here for prayers. For help. I go to church but I feel dark. Nobody knows I’m suffering. I haven’t confessed lately. I’m catholic and love being catholic. If anyone is listening can you pray for me. I’m in pain. This is the lowest point in my life.
 
ocast8 said:
I need your prayers. Im in a deep depression and anxiety. I’ve made poor and regretful decisions in life. The only way I fall asleep is with sleeping pills. First time posting. I use to enjoy reading threads in this forum and said a few prayers for other people that asked for help. I’ve never been this desperate in my life before. I’m coming off of drug abuse. I used steroids for about 3 months and I’m withdrawing. I sometimes have the feeling of just wanting to be dead. I never thout I would feel this way from using steroids. I have a 14 month old son and A girlfriend who I never had the courage to marry because I’ve always had someone else on the side. I’ve had 2 other girls that I lied and seduced just to have sex with them. My girlfriend has no idea. One of the girls was 18. Im 33. For some reason I feel I have to turn here for help. I believe in god and love Jesus but I’ve been living my life without care for sins. A lot of bad events have been happening in the past 4 years. I got fired 3 years ago and then fell into a depression and didn’t start working again till recently. I survived cause I still live with my parents and had a lot of money saved up. A few days ago I called the suicide hotline because I couldn’t take the pain anymore. I wanted to be dead but I would never have the courage to kill myself. It’s just a strong feeling to be dead. I’m turning here for prayers. For help. I go to church but I feel dark. Nobody knows I’m suffering. I haven’t confessed lately. I’m catholic and love being catholic. If anyone is listening can you pray for me. I’m in pain. This is the lowest point in my life.
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Please go to confession right away. The Lord will heal you from all this. Make an appointment with your parish priest and he will help you with confession and pastoral counseling
 
Lord, please draw this ailing soul to the healing sacrament of confession and bestow on this soul many graces to cultivate in his life joy, fortitude, courage, and magnanimity. Send angels to raise this child up with joy and love in your Sacred Heart. Protect this soul from all prowling demons and evil. May this soul become a wonderfully bright light of your truth and love to all souls, helping lead souls to the eternal garden of joy. Have mercy, Lord. Our Lady, pray with us. Amen.
 
Loving Jesus please touch this heart with your love, mercy and healing. Nothing is impossible in your hands. I trust in You and in Your mercy. Please I beg that you can grant this person the strength to surrender his heart to you. Please loving Jesus, help your precious son to see you in all your glory, purity, beauty and mercy.

My God, I offer You all my prayers, works, joys, and sufferings in union with the Sacred Heart of Jesus, for the intentions for which He pleads and offers Himself in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass, in thanksgiving for Your favors, in reparation for my sins, and in humble supplication for my temporal and eternal welfare, for the needs of our holy Mother the Church, for the conversion of sinners, and for the relief of the poor souls in purgatory.

Most Merciful Jesus, Goodness Itself, You do not refuse light to those who seek it of You. Receive into the abode of Your Most Compassionate Heart the souls of those who have separated themselves from Your Church. Draw them by Your light into the unity of the Church, and do not let them escape from the abode of Your Most Compassionate Heart; but bring it about that they, too, come to glorify the generosity of Your mercy.

Our Father, Who art in heaven
Hallowed be Thy Name;
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen

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Surrender your heart to Jesus through confession, may God always protect you and your family. Trust in his sacred heart, his love and mercy never fails.
 
ocast8 said:
I need your prayers. Im in a deep depression and anxiety. I’ve made poor and regretful decisions in life. The only way I fall asleep is with sleeping pills. First time posting. I use to enjoy reading threads in this forum and said a few prayers for other people that asked for help. I’ve never been this desperate in my life before. I’m coming off of drug abuse. I used steroids for about 3 months and I’m withdrawing. I sometimes have the feeling of just wanting to be dead. I never thout I would feel this way from using steroids. I have a 14 month old son and A girlfriend who I never had the courage to marry because I’ve always had someone else on the side. I’ve had 2 other girls that I lied and seduced just to have sex with them. My girlfriend has no idea. One of the girls was 18. Im 33. For some reason I feel I have to turn here for help. I believe in god and love Jesus but I’ve been living my life without care for sins. A lot of bad events have been happening in the past 4 years. I got fired 3 years ago and then fell into a depression and didn’t start working again till recently. I survived cause I still live with my parents and had a lot of money saved up. A few days ago I called the suicide hotline because I couldn’t take the pain anymore. I wanted to be dead but I would never have the courage to kill myself. It’s just a strong feeling to be dead. I’m turning here for prayers. For help. I go to church but I feel dark. Nobody knows I’m suffering. I haven’t confessed lately. I’m catholic and love being catholic. If anyone is listening can you pray for me. I’m in pain. This is the lowest point in my life.
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My dear brother in Christ,
It matters not what you have done but that you are sorry for your sin and want and desire to be made clean and grow in holiness. Yes, I will pray for you! Please know how much our Lord LOVES YOU! He came for sinners, all of us! Please go to Confession and give all this to Jesus who only wants what is BEST for you!! You are of so much value to Him…that’s why He went through all He did, even if it was JUST FOR YOU! Honest. He has great plans for you if you let Him be your Lord. TRUST in His gentle and loving guidance and He will bring you out of the pit Satan has lured you into and God will bring you into His GLORIOUS presence and love!
My love in HIM and prayers,
mlz
 
Saint Dymphna, I turn to you, dear virgin and martyr, confident of your power with God and of your willingness to take *ocast8’s * cause into your hands. I praise and bless the Lord for giving you to us as patron of the nervous and emotionally disturbed. I firmly hope that through your kind intercession He will restore his lost serenity and peace of mind. May He speak to his heart and reassure him: “My peace I give you. Let not your heart be troubled nor let it be afraid.” Pray for him, dear St. Dymphna, that his nervous and emotional turmoil may cease, and that he may again know serenity and personal peace. Amen.

St. Dymphna, virgin and martyr, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, patroness of nervous and emotional illnesses, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, crowned for the glory in Heaven, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, faithful to your covenant with Christ, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, precious in the eyes of the Lord, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, our helper in every need, pray for him.
St. Dymphna, our friend at Heaven’s court, pray for him.
 
ocast8 said:
I need your prayers. Im in a deep depression and anxiety. I’ve made poor and regretful decisions in life. The only way I fall asleep is with sleeping pills. First time posting. I use to enjoy reading threads in this forum and said a few prayers for other people that asked for help. I’ve never been this desperate in my life before. I’m coming off of drug abuse. I used steroids for about 3 months and I’m withdrawing. I sometimes have the feeling of just wanting to be dead. I never thout I would feel this way from using steroids. I have a 14 month old son and A girlfriend who I never had the courage to marry because I’ve always had someone else on the side. I’ve had 2 other girls that I lied and seduced just to have sex with them. My girlfriend has no idea. One of the girls was 18. Im 33. For some reason I feel I have to turn here for help. I believe in god and love Jesus but I’ve been living my life without care for sins. A lot of bad events have been happening in the past 4 years. I got fired 3 years ago and then fell into a depression and didn’t start working again till recently. I survived cause I still live with my parents and had a lot of money saved up. A few days ago I called the suicide hotline because I couldn’t take the pain anymore. I wanted to be dead but I would never have the courage to kill myself. It’s just a strong feeling to be dead. I’m turning here for prayers. For help. I go to church but I feel dark. Nobody knows I’m suffering. I haven’t confessed lately. I’m catholic and love being catholic. If anyone is listening can you pray for me. I’m in pain. This is the lowest point in my life.
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Please go to confession. And can you get some medical help to get you through withdrawls? I once was visiting a friend when her father, who was trying to get off of alchohol. He was visiting this friend at the same time I was. He went into what they called the “DTs” detox. It was not pleasant but his wife called his doctor and he was able to sedate him. I don 't remember the details since it happened many years ago but I do remember that a Dr. was able to help.

Prayers will be offered.
 
**You will be fine. It’s dynamite that you have saved a lot of money - this goes counter to every trend in society and counter to the agenda to impoverish and weaken every single individual in the country. Bravo for you!

If you are taking anti-depressants, be aware that they cause suicidal feelings and you need to very carefully withdraw, not suddenly. Whatever you have experimented with makes you the best possible person for a ton of other people from among whom you will meet a few, who are in worse straites than you feel yourself to be. I can see a lot for which to be thankful in what you wrote.

Yours is exactly the kind of situation that seems hopeless to the person experiencing it, but which actually is full of hope.

Yours is also exactly the kind of situation that proves to be a Gift From God to persons who meet you in the future who are given to you to guide, raise up, and to whom you’ll be able to give hope.

Take your time. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit are guiding you and they CERTAINLY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.**
 
OP,I will say a prayer for you in light of the mental anguish you are experiencing. Please surround yourself with loving friends and family at this time so they may offer you as much emotional support as possible.

Please consider as well that you may want to make an appointment right away with your doctor to discuss your problems. There are some medications and drugs that need to be tapered and CANNOT be discontinued abruptly without adverse effects. This is important!!

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St Jude, apostle and faithful servant of Jesus, intercede for me in this time of need. I pray to you as an advocate for those most in need of God’s mercy. When situations are difficult & at times may even seem hopeless, you invite us to realize God’s Divine presence. Come to the assistance of all those who call on you in faith. In your name I praise Father,
Son and Holy Spirit, with all the angels and saints, for God’s gifts of faith, hope, & love.

Prayer to Saint Michael the Archangel
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defend us in battle,
be our protection against the malice and snares
of the devil.
May God rebuke him we humbly pray;
and do thou,
O Prince of the Heavenly host,
by the power of God,
thrust into hell Satan and all evil spirits
who wander through the world
seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen.​

Continue to pray, attend mass, surround yourself with positive people, and definitely go to confession. Do not give up hope, the Lord is with you. There will be obstacles and times which you may feel defeated but don’t let that get you down. The love of God will prevail.
 
Lord, we do no ask you to rid us of pain but in your mercy grant that our pain may be free from waste, unfretted by rebellion against your will, unsoiled by thought of ourselves, purified by love of others, and ennobled by devotion to your kingdom through the merits of your only Son, our Lord. .

May holy Mary, and all the saints, intercede for us this day with the Lord that we may be helped and protected by him who lives and reigns forever and ever.
 
Loving God,

We lift our prayers and intentions for the healing and continued conversion of your son ocast8, and we ask especially for your mercy and strength during this time of great anxiety and pain. Please help ocast8 to turn back to you and be drawn back into your loving arms, O Lord. We know that you are always there, and that you always love us, dear Lord - please help this child of yours to find the perseverance and courage to overcome his trials and challenges in his life. Please also send loving and compassionate people into ocast8’s life to assist in his continued conversion and return to Your love and the sacraments.

We lift our prayers in the named of your beloved son Jesus, the Good Shepherd of your people.

Amen.
 
Holy Michael the Archangel defend us in the day of battle.
Be our safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray,
and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
by the Power of God,
thrust down to hell, satan and all the wicked spirits,
who wander through the world for the ruin of souls.
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession and was left forsaken. Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you I come, before you I stand, a sorrowful sinner. Despise not my words, O Mother of the Word, but in your mercy, hear and answer me.
Amen
 
Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me. Amen
 
Sacred heart, holiness, mercy and love in itself, please surround this person with your loving embrace. Write his name as well as his family’s on your sacred heart. Grant him the healing, comfort, love and protection and reminder of your special love

Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be your name
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil
Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

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Loving God,

We lift our prayers and intentions for the healing and continued conversion of your son ocast8, and we ask especially for your mercy and strength during this time of great anxiety and pain. Please help ocast8 to turn back to you and be drawn back into your loving arms, O Lord. We know that you are always there, and that you always love us, dear Lord - please help this child of yours to find the perseverance and courage to overcome his trials and challenges in his life. Please also send loving and compassionate people into ocast8’s life to assist in his continued conversion and return to Your love and the sacraments.

We lift our prayers in the named of your beloved son Jesus, the Good Shepherd of your people.

Amen.
 
Most Divine, I trust in Your mercy. Nothing is impossible in your hands

Our father who art in heaven
Hallowed be your name
Your kingdom come
Your will be done
On earth as it is in heaven
Give us this day our daily bread
And forgive us our trespasses
As we forgive those who trespass against us
Lead us not into temptation
But deliver us from evil

Amen.

Eternal God, in whom mercy is endless and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible, look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us, that in difficult moments we might not despair nor become despondent, but with great confidence submit ourselves to Your holy will, which is Love and Mercy itself.

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