Well. Wow, just wow. The retreat was on Evangelii Gaudium by Pope Francis, and the priest talked very powerfully about being evangelized ourselves and meeting with Christ personally before we can reasonably hope to show Him to others. He talked about the gospel in the OT, and the parables, and then in the mass.
Then there was a break for mass in the middle of the day. I was very nervous about that, it being my first proper mass where I was right in the centre of things, rather than as a baffled visitor at the back which I was when I visited a mass about ten years ago (and was told, btw, that I didn’t need to convert as all Christians were the same now

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Anyway, water under the bridge. It. Was. AMazing. I’m roughly familiar with the ‘shape’ of the service, being Anglican, but there were a great many differences. The priest used his homily to talk about the gospel in the mass itself - and then the consecration happened and I swear it was like there were angels in the room with me, and I
knew, cast iron knew that Christ was physically present.
I talked to a few people about my desire to become Catholic and they all said - ‘The most wonderful thing is that we have Jesus, really and truly present with us’ and I really couldn’t argue.
I came home buzzing and shared a lot of what I’d learned with my husband, who was as enthused as I was at some of it, which was so encouraging. So, I’m going to try and get to another mass in the next few weeks - My husband was so blessed by my description of the mass that he’s willing to drive me to one.
All in all, pretty fabulous.