I'm mad at God....

[josephback]

Hi. My spiritual walk suffers for one big reason and its that I get mad at God. Anyone else like that? I want to have faith, but then the requirements of the Church and the likelihood of damnation raise their head and its hard to do the works of faith.
I’m also mad over my parents. They’re more devout and “christian” than me, but aren’t Catholic and would unknowingly deny the basics of the faith(Baptism for salvation, the Real Presence, etc.). Outside the Church there is no salvation, but they think they’re on their way to heaven and I wonder about the justice of that. They’re basically wasting their lives but think they know Jesus - so I get angry about that. Where’s the justice in that?

Ultimately I have trouble just trusting God for what He says, I guess I rely too much on myself. Pray that I would be able to let go and trust. Thank you.

 

[the_phoenix]

Praying for you from today’s Liturgy of the Hours:

Prayers and Intercessions
Let us pray trustingly to God the Father, whose Son’s death and resurrection proclaimed his glory:
– Lord, enlighten our minds.

Father of all light, you illuminated the world with the light of Christ’s glorious resurrection:
illuminate our minds today with the light of faith.
– Lord, enlighten our minds.

Through your Son’s rising from the dead you opened up mankind’s road to eternity:
as we do our work today, give us the hope of eternal life.
– Lord, enlighten our minds.

Through your risen Son you sent the Holy Spirit into the world:
ignite the fire of spiritual love in our hearts.
– Lord, enlighten our minds.

To free us you gave your own Son over to death:
make him today our salvation and redemption.
– Lord, enlighten our minds.

 

[marica_mandic]

Hi. My spiritual walk suffers for one big reason and its that I get mad at God. Anyone else like that? I want to have faith, but then the requirements of the Church and the likelihood of damnation raise their head and its hard to do the works of faith.
I’m also mad over my parents. They’re more devout and “christian” than me, but aren’t Catholic and would unknowingly deny the basics of the faith(Baptism for salvation, the Real Presence, etc.). Outside the Church there is no salvation, but they think they’re on their way to heaven and I wonder about the justice of that. They’re basically wasting their lives but think they know Jesus - so I get angry about that. Where’s the justice in that?

Ultimately I have trouble just trusting God for what He says, I guess I rely too much on myself. Pray that I would be able to let go and trust. Thank you.

You are angry on parents, I just want that you can see that that angry only hurt yourself.
When you are angry you make sin against God, yourself and parents.
Your parents do not understand that you can give you what you ask.
They do not see problem on way that you see.

 

[tbcrawford]

Hi. My spiritual walk suffers for one big reason and its that I get mad at God. Anyone else like that? I want to have faith, but then the requirements of the Church and the likelihood of damnation raise their head and its hard to do the works of faith.
I’m also mad over my parents. They’re more devout and “christian” than me, but aren’t Catholic and would unknowingly deny the basics of the faith(Baptism for salvation, the Real Presence, etc.). Outside the Church there is no salvation, but they think they’re on their way to heaven and I wonder about the justice of that. They’re basically wasting their lives but think they know Jesus - so I get angry about that. Where’s the justice in that?

Ultimately I have trouble just trusting God for what He says, I guess I rely too much on myself. Pray that I would be able to let go and trust. Thank you.

Hi Joseph when I read your post it came across to me that you are having many questions unanswered about your faith.The more we learn the more we ask questions.My suggestion would be to make an appointment to chat with your priest.Write down all your worries and take them along with you to the meeting.Your priest should be able to clarify the things about the teachings of the church that possibly you have concerns over.Your parents sound like really good wonderful people.By your shining example to them of practising the catholic way of life they too may become interested in learning what you are learning.
It is a long road to learn and understand all the teachings of the church.I am a grandmother and am still learning! My faith has developed over the years that I have a personal relationship with God that I value highly.We each face challenges in our daily lives that can test our faith and that again is part of our development to grow in faith and understanding.

www.catholicdoors.com/courses/salvatio.htm - Have a look at this website it may help explain about your parents.I wish you well my friend and you will feel better in yourself when you have reassurance form your priest about your concerns.

I do not understand when you say you are angry with God.What about? Again talk to your priest about this do not be afraid of doing so.You must get your concerns answered for your own satisfaction and for your growing faith.May God bless you and guide you.

 

[jesuspsr]

The road to catholicisim is not easy, but the rewards are great. Try not to look at others achievemnts, just focus on your own. I think it was St. Francisis that said “First start doing whats necessary, then do what possible and suddenly you’ll be doing the impossible.” I’ll be praying for your.

God bless

jesus g

 

[Carolyn_Widhalm]

Hi. My spiritual walk suffers for one big reason and its that I get mad at God. Anyone else like that? I want to have faith, but then the requirements of the Church and the likelihood of damnation raise their head and its hard to do the works of faith.
I’m also mad over my parents. They’re more devout and “christian” than me, but aren’t Catholic and would unknowingly deny the basics of the faith(Baptism for salvation, the Real Presence, etc.). Outside the Church there is no salvation, but they think they’re on their way to heaven and I wonder about the justice of that. They’re basically wasting their lives but think they know Jesus - so I get angry about that. Where’s the justice in that?

Ultimately I have trouble just trusting God for what He says, I guess I rely too much on myself. Pray that I would be able to let go and trust. Thank you.

Remember, God can ‘take’ any anger you may direct toward Him.

In the gospel of John, the 21st chapter. Jesus is walking with Peter and talking to him, "after this he said, ‘Follow me.’ Peter turned and saw the disciple Jesus loved following them…Seeing him, Peter said to Jesus, ‘What abouty him, Lord?’ Jesus answered, ‘If I want him to stay behind till I come, what does it matter to you? You are to follow me.’ " (some of verses 19-22)

The point is, God is dealing with you in the way that is best for you. He is dealing with your parents in the way that is best for them. We don’t need to worry about others in that sense. 1Peter 3:15-16 tells us, “Simply reverence the Lord Christ in your hearts, and always have your answer ready for people who ask you the reason for the hope that you all have. But give it with courtesy and respect and with a clear conscience…”

This is how you are to live and maybe God will use you to bring the rest of your family closer to Him. After all, God is a God of mercy as well as justice. He is NOT waiting to pounce on people (your family included) who err.

I will be praying for you.