I'm not worthy

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I’m terrified as I write this. So many painful things have happened in my life the past few years, things I simply could not predict, yet beat myself up for being too stupid to think that they might.

I have fibromyalgia. I have sleep apnea and sleep with a mask. I have a new rescue dog with demodex mange, and I need to be strong to heal him. But I can’t even seem to take care of myself.

Ok. Monday I went for a root canal, that turned into what was supposed to have been a simple extraction. I opted for a bone graft for future implant option. Back lower molar. A few days later, the area with gortex became infected. I got on antibiotics. I noticed my flesh or something was white. I went in this morning, and my jaw bone is now exposed, about the size of a quarter.

The dentist says my flesh will grow back in about two months. I am changing CPAP masks to nose only to keep my mouth shut at night. I am going for a second opinon to a surgeon now.

I am terrified. I am always in pain. I am now thinking I am too stupid to handle anything, because I always make things worse it seems. I need The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit to please please take my hand, because I am so alone right now and scared!
 
You’re not alone, you never were.

Jesus wants you to give to Him all your suffering for the outrages committed against his Sacred Heart and for the conversion of sinners. If you can’t bring yourself to see what a worthy gift this would be, give it to our Mother who will always advocate for us and to whom Jesus will deny nothing.

I’m sure that everybody who reads your post will be praying for you.:console:
 
I’m so sorry for all your pain and worries, I’m not surprised that you feel so down right now. Praying for you and hoping that your strength and health start to improve.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

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You are a precious child of God and so beloved to Him. :hug3:

You are never alone, and so many of us will be praying for you!

Hail Mary, full of grace, The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.
 
Thank you all so much, you make me cry!

God bless you all

PS I saw a Maxillofacial Surgeon after I posted this, this is NOT dry socket. It is indeed a big jaw bone exposure, it will take two months to show improvement. The bone has to slough off and get rough and encourage the flesh to grow back over it and meet again. He said I did nothing wrong and it was not my CPAP. It was most likely, a very rough and poor extraction.

I love you, all of you.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†
 
Gracious and merciful Father, please come to their assistance.

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.
Amen.
 
†

Our Father, Who art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy Will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses,
as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.

Amen. †

Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the Fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.

Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of death.

Amen. †

Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle,
be our defense against the wickedness and snares
of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray.
And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the
power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other
evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen. †

St. Thérèse of Liseux Prayer From “Story of A Soul”

May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received,
and pass on the love that has been given to you.
May you be content knowing you are a child of God.
Let this presence settle into your bones,
and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise, and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.

Amen. †

Lord, thank you that you are with me right now.
Your love surpasses all fear.
I give you the anxiety I feel.
I surrender all my worries to you.
Clear my mind;
Calm my heart;
Still my Spirit;
Relax my being, that, I may
always glorify you in everything
I write, speak and do.

Amen. †

:signofcross: :blessyou:
 
Antegin said:
You’re not alone, you never were.

Jesus wants you to give to Him all your suffering for the outrages committed against his Sacred Heart and for the conversion of sinners. If you can’t bring yourself to see what a worthy gift this would be, give it to our Mother who will always advocate for us and to whom Jesus will deny nothing.

I’m sure that everybody who reads your post will be praying for you.:console:
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Prayer to St. Thérèse of Lisieux

St. Thérèse, beloved friend, we come before you in our need. We believe that you listen to us and approach God for and with us. Please accept these petitions for Rache’s healing. Please present them to our Loving Father so that God may do what is best for us, for our loved ones, and for the fulfillment of God’s Kingdom. We ask you, dear friend, with the bold confidence and loving surrender you taught us. We make this prayerful petition in the name of Jesus and through the power of His Spirit.

Amen.

I will add you to my daily Rosary intentions.

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