post in some sense doesn’t make sense as it is a basic contradiction … being mad at god for not answering prayers and having people get mad at you … maybe it’s not God, maybe it’s something else that is fueling your sense of anger.
remember, anger is just an expression of emotion, we should not use emotions as a compass to guide our eternal soul to heaven, if we did, man, what a mess that would be, use emotions, in conjunction with the powers of reason, memory, imagination, and shape your will to conform with all that in mind, gets complex fast, but with such marvels in our lives, it’s bound to be complex.
If you want to leave God, knowing he is all good, reject his love for you … seems like the ultimate rejection, seems like an ultimatum, have those worked well for you in the past?
Maybe God is answering your prayers, maybe he’s saying “no” and you just don’t like the answer
Keep pressing on brother! May God bless us each day to give us the graces to persevere until the end