Do you mean “God”? It could be, but the thing is, you’re going to need to start out with exercises that aren’t going to hurt your back severely. It took me forever to start working on my arms, because of my back pain but, by far the most muscular part of me are my legs. If you can, get a low weight dumbbell, I use one that’s 4.5 kg. At least a hundred for each arm, alternating every 50. Remember, you need God with all things, not just this. Your back pain is probably worse than mine, but I have a little sister, who’s had I think five different spinal surgeries, and she is just tough as can be, and I use my little sister who will be 15 at the end of this month, is an example for me to push through the pain. Now, don’t overdo it, that’s never a good idea. Good luck though.