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Trishie
Guest
Holy God, help me to love You. Help me to love myself as Your child. Help me to live with authentic beneficial love towards others, especially those whom my life touches.
Help me to become a better person. Help me to undo the wrongs I have done and joyfully to use the talents you wish me to engender in my life. Help me to become a beautiful, productive, positive person, and to accept graciously those things I cannot achieve.
God, I ask forgiveness for all the ways I have failed and anyone whom I have injured or disappointed. It seems too late for some things, too late to heal, too late to undo, too late to give love or blessing. I ask the Spirit, and the Angels, to carry my heartfelt wishes and blessing to others.
God, help the little faith I have in my trodden view of self worth. Help me to be who I should be to God, to others and to myself. Help me to allow others to be whom You wish them to be in my life, Your love to me.
I do not know if God will lift me above my faults and failures or help me grow. Perhaps God will, sooner, later, or with progress measured in quarks. It seems to me that I never become a better person. Are the flaws too deep, the patterns too worn into my spirit?
I react foolishly sometimes in the dilemmas of my desire to consider others, struggling to inner rawness sometimes, with contradictory thoughts confusing what I should or should not do. I am too sensitive to what I suspect from little signs, what others may need, think, or feel, instead of living my own truth and trusting others to be loved and served as I do so.
Jesus I wish to love God above all, and others as I would wish to be loved, according to Your holy command.
February 12, 2008
Help me to become a better person. Help me to undo the wrongs I have done and joyfully to use the talents you wish me to engender in my life. Help me to become a beautiful, productive, positive person, and to accept graciously those things I cannot achieve.
God, I ask forgiveness for all the ways I have failed and anyone whom I have injured or disappointed. It seems too late for some things, too late to heal, too late to undo, too late to give love or blessing. I ask the Spirit, and the Angels, to carry my heartfelt wishes and blessing to others.
God, help the little faith I have in my trodden view of self worth. Help me to be who I should be to God, to others and to myself. Help me to allow others to be whom You wish them to be in my life, Your love to me.
I do not know if God will lift me above my faults and failures or help me grow. Perhaps God will, sooner, later, or with progress measured in quarks. It seems to me that I never become a better person. Are the flaws too deep, the patterns too worn into my spirit?
I react foolishly sometimes in the dilemmas of my desire to consider others, struggling to inner rawness sometimes, with contradictory thoughts confusing what I should or should not do. I am too sensitive to what I suspect from little signs, what others may need, think, or feel, instead of living my own truth and trusting others to be loved and served as I do so.
Jesus I wish to love God above all, and others as I would wish to be loved, according to Your holy command.
February 12, 2008