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Eaglejet23
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Hello, so I have recently been having these thoughts that I don’t desire to have. These thoughts are about the unforgivable sin, and I not sure if I’ve committed it. Sometimes these thoughts just appear randomly, and other times they come to mind because I reading something about God, and I can’t help but remember Matthew 12:31. Matthew 12:31 (ESV): 31 “Therefore I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven people, but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven.” I can’t workout without having these thoughts come to mind. I can’t sleep without wrestling with my mind. I can’t even pray in peace with these thoughts tormenting my mind. The only way I dealt with this now and in the past was to counteract the unwanted thoughts with thoughts that rebuked those unwanted thoughts. One side shouting and rebuking the opposition before the other side can say anything. However, this just then becomes a war of the mind, and eventually, I’ll grow tired of the constant banter in my mind. Do I just let these bad thoughts come and go? If I do I feel like I’m committing the unforgiven sin since I’m allowing these thoughts to roam free without any rebuke. I keep reading articles, Protestant and Catholic, all saying I’m not damned, but it doesn’t feel like it. I can’t even write this article without my mind wrestling with each other because if I stop it would feeling like I committed blasphemy against the Spirit.
What is wrong with me? Why do I feel so hopeless? Why do these thoughts keeping coming to me?
What is wrong with me? Why do I feel so hopeless? Why do these thoughts keeping coming to me?