Not that I enjoy sharing my ugly past, but I used to be “on the dark side”, and I didn’t, nor did anyone I knew ever use an inverted cross. I’m not saying it or any other things we tend to associate with the occult doesn’t happen, but when I was like that we were often offended by the “Ozzy Osbourne” idea of what we were like. I DO NOT mean to talk about myself or anyone else I knew “way back then” like they were good people, but we preferred a pentagram (I hope I’m naming this right- it HAS been a long time)- an inverted star and we didn’t hurt animals. Actually, they liked animals more than people. And when I look back now the part that scares me is that all these people were not like what probably a lot of people might think they are like- they were very smart, well educated, seemingly responsible people- doctors, nurses, attornies, etc. Another thing that I think was very sad is that they thought the Catholic church was “the enemy”, while they just made fun of other denominations. It was shown in their actions- they would laugh at the baptist church around the corner, but I could tell that they some felt real power in doing something disrespectful and hurtful to what we as Catholics hold sacred (that said, I never did, nor to my knowledge did anyone ever do anything to a consecrated host, but they did go the catholic supply store and purchase communion wafers and do things to it as if it were Jesus. Even at that dark time in my life whenever someone said bad things about Jesus it upset me, even if I didn’t know why then). The first time I ever saw a picture with the pope sitting with the inverted cross behind him didn’t give me any ideas that he was evil or satanic or anything like that. Honestly, the first thing that came to mind was Peter being crucified upside down.