This particular issue really is bothering me. I don’t want pat answers that tend to be more offensive than helpful. I really want something to chew on and help me with this differentiation.
As a Catholic early in life I was a reflection of my family and Parish. The majority of people in my Parish and Family were Catholics. We all had been baptised, gone to first communion, and confirmed. At the point of each sacrament, the Holy Spirit is supposed to work in you. Yet. we (people I knew in my parish and I) sinned regularily without a thought. We could not be differentiated in our life style to anyone who wasn’t Christian. We stole, cheated, fornicated, bullied, injured, other people. My own father is twice divorsed civilly. Now during mass we didn’t let on what was going on outside of Mass. We felt “ok” because we followed “rules” and did the right things like go to confession on Saturday to make up for things we did the week before. Had it not been for Protestant Missionaries I would never have understood some basic things about the gospel, learned scripture, and really become a believer in Jesus Christ. When that happened my life went from one of not knowing if I was sinning half the time ( or caring) to being aware intamately of offending God and needing to be different through out the week. Not just during Mass which I spend half the time looking at a watch. My life was different and better and I sought God as I had never before. Now the first Question 1: Why wasn’t baptism, 1st communion, and confirmation enough to do this for me?
Years later after intense study of Scriptures, and Church History and out of obedience to Jesus and the Eucharist I have returned to the Church. I’m in a new Parish. However, I still see the same things. And worse. People seeking to be leaders in the church have less than a marginal knowledge of Scriptures, or Church history. Some don’t properly understand the eucharist. Many have gone beyond Church teaching and incorporated “superstitions” into their christianity. (burying St. Joseph Statue in yard to sell house). One person believes in psychics speaking to Ghost and is an extra ordinary Minister of the eucharist. She even told me once that sins Jesus was a man he sinned. There seems to be an emphasis on praying to your Gardian Angel yet Pope Benedict has said a belief in this is not required. I know many members against NFP and consistently goes against the Church in this regard. Some members are serious Alchololics. Its the minority of people in my parish that seek the lord with all their hearts. 2nd question. Why the prevelant dicotomy? Why is it the converted protestants to Catholics that must teach scriptures to people who have never understood it before in the Church Jesus established? I’ve noted that there is a hunger for this learning. But still too few. These things that I consider applied Christianity or faith applications really bother me and I struggle with baptismal regeneration and the applicability of the Sacraments working in us to make us more like Christ.
As for the point with regard to this thread I think having been a protestant made me in the end a better Catholic (not perfect but better than I was)
Can anyone with Charity and grace please help me to understand whats going on here?