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I aspire to live my life in the light of Christ. However, at times, I cannot help but feel that Christianity is idealist (though I believe it to be realistic). Seeing death and murder makes me doubt that practicality of Christianity. People “must” do abhorrent things to survive. Government, as a famous person once said, “is a necessary evil.” We live under governments that are there to establish law and order, but do evil. Yet it seems that we need certain evils performed by the government to live. Loved ones die do to illnesses or the cruelty of others. Good people are misused by the wickedness of others. People kill good people for money. What am I to do? How am I to be good without being taken advantage of?
Sometimes, to me, Christianity appears to idealistic and is practiced with the great risk of getting hurt. I believe in the power of Love Himself over all things and yet original sin at times appears much stronger. I was in a conversation and someone told me about the brutality of the real world. I felt defenseless and foolish. My Christian ideals and principles seemed like straw. I seemed out of tune with this real world.
Yet I cherish these principles because I see something beautiful in them. I see the goodness in them and the contemplation of their actualization brings me great joy. But is this goodness merely idealistic? And is this beauty only a dream? And though I hold truth to be in them, is it really there?
I have often thought that if all people were good, there would be no need for laws because they would follow the law of God in their heart. I aspire to live this law that exists in my heart (I find such a concept so beautiful) and yet there is doubt when I face my own wickedness and that of others. How can I follow this law when I myself am rebelling against it at the same time? How can I follow it when I know that people can take advantage of me if I do? What am I to do?
Sometimes, to me, Christianity appears to idealistic and is practiced with the great risk of getting hurt. I believe in the power of Love Himself over all things and yet original sin at times appears much stronger. I was in a conversation and someone told me about the brutality of the real world. I felt defenseless and foolish. My Christian ideals and principles seemed like straw. I seemed out of tune with this real world.
Yet I cherish these principles because I see something beautiful in them. I see the goodness in them and the contemplation of their actualization brings me great joy. But is this goodness merely idealistic? And is this beauty only a dream? And though I hold truth to be in them, is it really there?
I have often thought that if all people were good, there would be no need for laws because they would follow the law of God in their heart. I aspire to live this law that exists in my heart (I find such a concept so beautiful) and yet there is doubt when I face my own wickedness and that of others. How can I follow this law when I myself am rebelling against it at the same time? How can I follow it when I know that people can take advantage of me if I do? What am I to do?