I was wondering, does confession still have merit if you no longer have faith in things like the Incarnation etc?
“Merit” and “efficacy” are two distinct notions. The Sacrament of Reconciliation can’t have ‘merit’, as such, since that’s an attribute that applies to a
person, not a
thing. (Even if you said that there was a ‘meritorious action’, what you’re really saying is that the merit redounds to the person performing the action, and not the action itself.)
I think your title is more accurate – you’re asking about the efficacy of the sacraments, with respect to the belief of the person approaching them.
A person who approaches the sacraments superstitiously, rather than out of belief in Jesus Christ (and therefore, in a belief of the sacraments He instituted), does so at peril. The Catechism reminds us that “to attribute the efficacy of prayers or of sacramental signs to their mere external performance, apart from the interior dispositions that they demand, is to fall into superstition” (CCC, 2111).
You say that “fear of hell” is your motivating factor. That speaks to “imperfect contrition”, which is sufficient for absolution in the sacrament of reconciliation. However, if you don’t believe in the Incarnation, it’s difficult to see how you believe that the sacrament of reconciliation absolves sins. So, it seems like a superstitious use of the sacrament.
Better to have my bases covered, I think
Right – so, ‘superstition’: “I don’t think that I’ll break my mama’s back if I step on this crack, but just to cover my bases…”
My confessor pointed out that the mere fact that I came to Confession was evidence that I still had a glimmer of faith, and he strongly encouraged me to keep coming back.
I think that this is an important consideration. Even though we might be trying to convince ourselves that the Incarnation isn’t real, there’s still something deep within us that’s trying to say “and yet…?”. That voice is important to listen to.
What exactly do you mean about covering your bases?
He means “just in case it
is right, I’ll perform the external observances for the sake of performing external observances, but without the interior disposition of belief.”
This has me thinking, how do you un-apostatize yourself? Would you have to go through a bishop or something?
No. If you cease your repudiation of the Catholic faith, then all that is needed for a return to grace is the absolution found in the sacrament of reconciliation. Since you’re saying that you would have now returned to belief, you can receive the sacrament and be absolved by the priest and forgiven by God.