Thank you the reply. I am praying and asking God to give me the wisdom to listen and the courage to follow. Congratulations on your vocation, that is wonderful. I will pray for you. As for me, the desire is there, I am willing to act. However, I wonder if its my desire or in fact, is it that God is calling me. In a way I don’t feel that I am a good candidate nor that I am worthy.
As a young man I was involved in the church, I had considered a vocation to the priesthood. However, I was advised to attend college and than think about it. Well after college I got a job and 20+ years later I am married with children and feel the desire to serve and be active in the church. I would like to become a Deacon. I am asking God to help me and guide me.