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Rosebud77
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Please do not let killjoys ruin your peace and happiness. I once saw an image of Jesus laughing; He was no killjoy
The problem comes about when we become dependent on earthly things to make us happy-when we idolize them and they become our gods IOW. This can involve money, things, people, accomplishments, fame, glory, etc. And the biggest problem is simply that those things cannot deliver, in any kind of lasting way, the happiness they promise. But the church’s whole mission, believe it or not, is your ultimate happiness. Adam actually forfeited that happiness by deciding he knew better than God what would bring him the happiness and fulfillment that we’re actually created to desire according to the Catholic Catechism. But all those little feelings and enjoyments you describe are good and natural-they’re experiences of good; they’re small precursors of the happiness God has in store for us in fact. They just can’t be depended upon to satisfy us the way He, alone, can.Like today, we went to Taco Bell and I got a new power cord for a dvd player that had been broken for years. I also got a cd to play in my car on drives to work. It might not seem like much at all and it may be silly, but to me that was a good day. But why does it feel like I can’t have that all the time? I mean, okay, not ALL the time. I know suffering is good and polishes us to be more holy in the end, but I just want to feel like it’s okay to be happy with life.
To live and not just exist. To be one of those people who gets mad about something like a football call. To feel like my opinion matters, though they are often treated like a breeze in the wind if it doesn’t jive with someone else. I’m not sure what I want, and it seems selfish of me to ask for it or feel like I deserve something when I do.