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This past year business has been slower than in previous years, Cash flow has been tight and bills still come. I feel frustrated and inadequate in my position as provider in the family. Now I have health of mind and body to be thankful for with my wife and daughter we all get along and my daughter is a girl that does well in school and socially and is involved in many good activities and has a circle of freinds that are a good influence on her.
In the past two years I have begun to attend mass during the week, not every day but at least three times a week somtimes four (myparish offers daily mass four days a week). I been more concious to avoid near ocassions of sin but do still fall into them. I have tried to create a daily prayer routine and I try to read scripture frequently. I have noticed that this year’s decline in the business can cause me to get discouraged, and lead me into the sin of envy.
I have been blessed to have some work enough tokeep me afloat but not enough to pay everything I owe and to save. I also have scheduled a large project that will keep me busy through the end of the year but it keeps on having scheduling difficulties.
Now is it possible that perhaps the devil is working at getting me discouraged? Or am I neing tested by God? either way some days it is hard to ride the ups and downs. I am still going but I feel I need some direction in how to handle the discouragement as it creeps in from time to time. I know all good thing come form God and he is my family’s and my provider, I just need a boost. Sorry abouth the long post
In the past two years I have begun to attend mass during the week, not every day but at least three times a week somtimes four (myparish offers daily mass four days a week). I been more concious to avoid near ocassions of sin but do still fall into them. I have tried to create a daily prayer routine and I try to read scripture frequently. I have noticed that this year’s decline in the business can cause me to get discouraged, and lead me into the sin of envy.
I have been blessed to have some work enough tokeep me afloat but not enough to pay everything I owe and to save. I also have scheduled a large project that will keep me busy through the end of the year but it keeps on having scheduling difficulties.
Now is it possible that perhaps the devil is working at getting me discouraged? Or am I neing tested by God? either way some days it is hard to ride the ups and downs. I am still going but I feel I need some direction in how to handle the discouragement as it creeps in from time to time. I know all good thing come form God and he is my family’s and my provider, I just need a boost. Sorry abouth the long post