Is it wrong that i want to die? Please pray for me

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I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, everything scares me to death and i think im getting paranoid… but i love Jesus so much i donsnt matter what kind of terrible sensations and thoughts i get but whenever i want to remember everything he was done for me my mind just ignores it and i hate it (i dont want that anymore!). I want to actually talk to Jesus, i want to see him (dont worry, even if i dont see Him with my own eyes i know He is here.) But, im really scared of everything… i know God tells us not to be afraid but for me is so difficult! I have to take pills, i get panic attacks and i cant control my fear. All i want is to die and be with Jesus,and feel peace. Im so sick, my mind is desdtroyed, so is getting my body. Jesus helped me so much but there is times that the fear and the anxiety take over me but that maybe hurts my feelings and idk im so tired… im tired… im only 20 but i cant take it anymore, im so scared, i cant even sleep, i need pills… please pray for me 💕… im not afraid of death but i know if i suicide Jesus is not going to take me hand that’s the only reason i didnt commit suicide yet, my life is gift from God, i dont want to dissapoint Him. Maybe my body and feelings are destroyed but my love for God/Jesus will never die! Even if i do, please God forgive me… He knows how much i love Him. Im sorry but i had to let this out, i need Jesus’s help… 😭
 
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Hi Mariaju

Welcome to the forum!
Jesus is absolutely amazing isn’t He.
Jesus has plans for you here on earth 🙏🕊️

Can you speak with a health professional about this right now? Do you have a hotline ?

I will move this to prayer intentions so everyone can see it and pray for you .

I am praying for you. Friday is the 100th anniversary of Our Lady of Fatima. Do you pray the rosary?

🕊️🙏💐💐💐🌹🌹🌹
 
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Maria you can talk to Jesus right now, tell Him everything you fear and all your thoughts, lean your head against His heart as you talk to Him.
Ask Him to guide you.

Dear Jesus, Maria (Juli) needs the help of the right person or people, as soon as possible.

You can’t do this on your own, Maria. I don’t know what has happened to you, or why you are feeling so desperate.
I don’t know what family you have, what friends, who around you that you can ask to help you to deal with your fears and your depressed feelings, but you do need help, support and guidance.
If you need to talk more then hopefully you can send one of us a private message.

Jesus please help Maria (Juli) to find her way to peace and happiness in the life God means her to live.
Jesus please guide her to contact those who can help her.
Jesus, please send Your Holy Spirit into her life.
Fill her with Your light and love.

Sending you a loving hug ❤️
 
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I would advise seeking professional psychiatric assistance immediately. Life can be hard but no need to despair. Count your blessings. Speak to your doctor! The medicine may be making you worse. Many saints have longed for Heaven but none went until God called them home. Finally, consider taking up exercise such as running. Some people have found significant relief from exercising while taking their medicine and attending counseling.
 
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Praying that you will call the Dr that prescribed your pills and tell him how you are feeling. Praying also that you will find relief from the anxiety and panic attacks soon…
 
I know what anxiety and fear are like … relying on Jesus to save you is great … however professional help is always good … you will be in my prayers daily.
 
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O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

I believe in God, the Father almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried; He descended into hell; on the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven, and is seated at the right hand of God the Father almighty; from there He will come to judge the living and the dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting. Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

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Please remember that Jesus loves you …

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Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, Implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided. Inspired by this confidence, I fly to you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in Thy mercy hear and answer me, Amen 🙏
 
Jesus please hear our urgent prayers for the necessary safety and health and the peace, stability, and happiness of Juli.

Juli, we hope you seek support soon.

Even Jesus accepted other people’s help.
He asked others to pray for Him in the Garden. You did, which is good.

But Jesus also accepted practical help to carry His cross.
We hope you will now get practical help to help you find your way through this
 
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I’m praying for you. May the Lord comfort you and help you through those difficult times. Don’t worry about how you’ll make it a week from now or a month from now. Just focus on getting through today. 🙂

When it comes to panic attacks, try to do something that will distract you. Read a book or watch something on TV.
 
Please, life is short enough. God has need of you here!
Our Father, Hail Mary’s, Glory Be, Fatima, Amen!
 
Thank you so much 💗💗 !! He is amazing, I love Him a lot, i want Him to help me destroy my fears… God bless you.
 
MariaJu said:
I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks, … I have to take pills, i get panic attacks and i cant control my fear. … im only 20 but i cant take it anymore, im so scared, i cant even sleep, i need pills… i know if i suicide …
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If you are taking prescribed medicine for anxiety, thoughts of suicide are a side effect of some of them. This would be something to report to the prescribing doctor.
 
We are praying for you. My Priest said once, God wants to gift us Joy.

🌹🌹🌹🌹💐💐💐🙏🕊️
 
Divine Mercy Chaplet

O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

I believe in God, the Father almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried; He descended into hell; on the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven, and is seated at the right hand of God the Father almighty; from there He will come to judge the living and the dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting. Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
 
Divine Mercy Chaplet

O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

I believe in God, the Father almighty, Creator of heaven and earth, and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died and was buried; He descended into hell; on the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven, and is seated at the right hand of God the Father almighty; from there He will come to judge the living and the dead. I believe in the Holy Spirit, the holy catholic Church, the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body, and life everlasting. Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
 
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