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NathanCarson
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I have always struggled with my ego. My grandfather was such a narcissist he started a cult. It runs in my family. I was not raised in this, but the behavior still became passed on.
So my question is, in my daily walk as I grow and am pruned, is it wrong to have pride in God?
The root of it lies in this: I can not stop preaching/pushing the gospel. To the point that it’s almost got me killed. One day it might. I don’t really think that’s martydom. I feel it to be stupidity on my behalf. Especially since Christ died for my sins. I have no problem taking up my cross and following him, but I want to do it the right way. I’ve sought a vocation, maybe I need to seek harder. I don’t know.
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So my question is, in my daily walk as I grow and am pruned, is it wrong to have pride in God?
The root of it lies in this: I can not stop preaching/pushing the gospel. To the point that it’s almost got me killed. One day it might. I don’t really think that’s martydom. I feel it to be stupidity on my behalf. Especially since Christ died for my sins. I have no problem taking up my cross and following him, but I want to do it the right way. I’ve sought a vocation, maybe I need to seek harder. I don’t know.
Confused