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Dear sisters and brothers.
I’m sorry if I write this in a state of emotion but it has been a long time coming.
Short story, I just came home from mass. It was a lovely morning, I took my bike to church. While there I thought: "It’s going pretty well for father M today (- father M has often said things from the pulpit and in private that made me fall off my chair because he is so liberal).
He was preaching about the Bible. Talking about how wonderful it was to read it, he praised the pentecostals for carrying the Bible with them very often, and basically said: "It’s so wonderful to read the word of God… in the Bible… In the Koran… " Thats where it darkened infront of my eyes. I did not hear the rest. I looked around: people looked like they had not heard anything unusual. They looked dead. I felt my pulse go up, my blood gushing through my head. It was a cross to be there… people next to me didn’t kneel at the consecration … I had to receive Christ so I struggled my way throigh and dizzily went and received Him. Then I ran out of church and now I am here.
Some of you might know me from the non-christian religions section in discussion with Muslims. If anyone is from Denmark you may have seen me in the Catholic newspaper arguing against the bishop, as I theologically and logically argue that the God of the Bible and the allah of the Koran are not the same god, and thus I honestly admit that the council document Nostra Aetate is wrong when it says we worship the same god as the Muslims.
Many Catholics have stated their agreement with me.
If this was merely a problem with some Catholic person’s behaviour I would be sad but not in turmoil. But this is me disagreeing with Church teaching. I can in no way reconcile with this teaching.
I am a radical person. I normally take the consequences of what I believe.
As it is then, this error as I see it, harms my view of the Catholic institution as infallible teacher of divine revelation. My trust diminishes.
I am deeply sad and confused… do I have a future as a Catholic or do I seek to reconcile with the apparent fact that no one church has the full truth?
Please… give me your thoughts, however, only those of you who have actually studied Islam to some extent and knows what the Koran teaches…
:´-( Grace
I’m sorry if I write this in a state of emotion but it has been a long time coming.
Short story, I just came home from mass. It was a lovely morning, I took my bike to church. While there I thought: "It’s going pretty well for father M today (- father M has often said things from the pulpit and in private that made me fall off my chair because he is so liberal).
He was preaching about the Bible. Talking about how wonderful it was to read it, he praised the pentecostals for carrying the Bible with them very often, and basically said: "It’s so wonderful to read the word of God… in the Bible… In the Koran… " Thats where it darkened infront of my eyes. I did not hear the rest. I looked around: people looked like they had not heard anything unusual. They looked dead. I felt my pulse go up, my blood gushing through my head. It was a cross to be there… people next to me didn’t kneel at the consecration … I had to receive Christ so I struggled my way throigh and dizzily went and received Him. Then I ran out of church and now I am here.
Some of you might know me from the non-christian religions section in discussion with Muslims. If anyone is from Denmark you may have seen me in the Catholic newspaper arguing against the bishop, as I theologically and logically argue that the God of the Bible and the allah of the Koran are not the same god, and thus I honestly admit that the council document Nostra Aetate is wrong when it says we worship the same god as the Muslims.
Many Catholics have stated their agreement with me.
If this was merely a problem with some Catholic person’s behaviour I would be sad but not in turmoil. But this is me disagreeing with Church teaching. I can in no way reconcile with this teaching.
I am a radical person. I normally take the consequences of what I believe.
As it is then, this error as I see it, harms my view of the Catholic institution as infallible teacher of divine revelation. My trust diminishes.
I am deeply sad and confused… do I have a future as a Catholic or do I seek to reconcile with the apparent fact that no one church has the full truth?
Please… give me your thoughts, however, only those of you who have actually studied Islam to some extent and knows what the Koran teaches…
:´-( Grace