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EasterJoy
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No, no, fear not! It is not always black and white and it is not something to obsess over. In every other area of life that you really care about, you keep learning over the course of your life how to get a deeper understanding of what you’re doing, right? You don’t just say, “Oh, well, I’m doing my best, what else can anybody expect?”, nor, one would hope, do you advance in your profession by a white-knuckled fear that you don’t know as much as you ought to know.How does one know if they have a malformed conscience? Is it always their fault? Could other factors be at work? Is it always black and white? Isn’t the formation of our conscience a lifelong endeavor? I can think of things I did when I was young that now I see were wrong, and I would not do them today, but at the time, I genuinely saw nothing wrong with certain decisions and actions. Maybe you call that a malformed conscience. I guess I call it immaturity. Or simple humanity.
A correctly-formed conscience–that is, a conscience formed according to the revealed truth taught by the Church and the maturity of judgment that comes with the gifts of the Holy Spirit-- is just like that. Just as you neither dress down a Little Leaguer who does not know the finer points of the game nor do you just let him go without training him up in them, so with your moral conscience. Remember, after all, that the laws of the Lord are like gold, sweeter than honey. It is a good thing to learn more and more about how to live in God’s ways! Because just as learning the ins and outs of a sport will lead to confidence and a high level of performance, just so it is with learning the moral law. It is the path to becoming a saint, to living in joy in the ways of the Lord. It is that way in all things worthy of doing with excellence, and whether we live according to the deep reality of the moral law is on the top of that list. It does not shackle; it frees. It does not fill us with fear but gives us guidance, and therefore confidence.