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LovePatience
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My belief on the existence of a soul seems so intellectual. It says that there is an alternate reality that exists with an infinitely existing Heaven, infinitely existing Purgatory, and infinitely existing Hell that we of course can’t see. On one hand, I want to spend my life saving souls. On the other hand, I am afraid that I really don’t understand God well enough to know how he will judge my actions here on Earth. If I give my time up to help others become more moral people and engage in many acts of self-sacrifice, I may die and find out that I regret not pursuing my own pleasure, profit, honor, and glory in this life. I will feel that I never lived up to my potential on Earth because I was too busy sacrificing for others, and Heaven is as boring and unrewarding as celibacy.
Does anyone else struggle with this fear that the sacrifice to evangelize others and help them become more moral or to struggle for morality oneself isn’t worth it in the end? If so, how did you get over it?
Thank you very much!
Does anyone else struggle with this fear that the sacrifice to evangelize others and help them become more moral or to struggle for morality oneself isn’t worth it in the end? If so, how did you get over it?
Thank you very much!