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…I may just be too stuck on the “head-knowledge” of what I read in Scripture.
PCM: I don’t understand what you’re getting at here, Joy. Are you suggesting that what we should believe is unintelligible? It seems odd that God would design the universe with such order, and then make faith something not only above and beyond, but seemingly contradictory to, logic and reason.
Yes, but there is no other church which can trace itself back to the beginning like the CC can. There does appear to be evidence of many Catholic beliefs and practices in the very early church. What other church has a mountain of unexplained miracles like the CC does: Fatima, Lourdes, LaSalette, Eucharistic miracles like Lanciano, and countless others in the lives of the saints: stigmata, levitation, incorruptible bodies, miraculous relics, etc… Now, if upon looking at the lives of these people there was evidence of delusion or diabolical influence I certainly wouldn’t attribute any of it to God, but seeing the passion they had for God and the self-less, godly lives they led makes it very hard to believe
they were anything but divinely led.
So, although the CC appears to me to contradict Scripture, Scripture is only one aspect of the Christian faith. There is also the church (whether invisible or not), miracles, answered prayer, experience, and history which I cannot discount. I have been willing to throw all the rest of it away b/c of what I see in Scripture. Sometimes it is very elementary to me that if I see Scripture contradictions then I should discard the rest b/c Scripture IS the earliest picture we have of the Christian church, tradition, history, etc… - but I have to wonder if I am relying too much on my own flawed understanding of Scripture at the expense of so much more evidence.
I just don’t know if I can do that. On the other hand, my conscience is preventing me from accepting extra-biblical evidence based on the Scripture contradictions. I feel like I am taking a very big leap of faith in accepting it all when the most original evidence we have (Scripture) seems to point away from the CC.
Anyway, I’ll be praying for you too.
Thank you
I have prayed so much for direction in all this over the years, and even the answers to those prayers seem to contradict themselves:
A few years ago I questioned if what I was understanding in Scripture was incorrect - that perhaps we do need a earthly interpreter (guided by the HS: the church). I begged God for an answer, and seconds later I picked up one of the Mennonite church publications, and the first thing I saw on the back cover staring up at me was
Psalm 119:130 The entrance of thy words giveth light; it giveth understanding unto the simple.
This past few weeks I’ve been studying baptism and confirmation which has raised a lot of questions for me from my previous understanding of it. I realized that perhaps my Scripture view of baptism (and the Mennonite one) are not as clearly correct as I once thought they were. About this same time I receive word that my old Catholic parish here is opening a eucharistic chapel soon and I realize I still cannot renounce my faith in the Real Presence of the Eucharist.
So Friday I again turned over my questioning to God for an answer. Seconds later I randomly open my Bible to the gospel account of the road to Emmaus - which concludes with the disciples’ eyes being opened as they recognized Jesus in the “breaking of bread”.
Saturday evening I wasn’t feeling well and didn’t think it would be wise for me to take the nearly hour-long drive up to the Mennonite church, and not feeling very resolved at that time anyway based on these Scriptures and answered prayer, I decided to accompany my family to mass Sunday morning. And what, to my astonishment, was the gospel reading? The road to Emmaus…
So what is God trying to tell me? I have no idea. On one hand God seemed to be telling me that simple me could receive light and understanding from Scripture, and on the other hand He seems to encourage my eucharistic devotion. If you can figure that out, please let me know…
I would like to believe that it does not so much matter WHAT we believe about baptism, eucharist, etc… so long as we obey the direction to receive them. But the problem with that, for me anyway, is the eucharist, b/c the bottom line is that if it is Jesus - body, blood, soul and divinity - there really isn’t a question in my mind as to where I belong, regardless of everything else which does not seem to make sense to me.
Anway - lots of rambling - I just wanted to explain why, for me, sometimes it isn’t so simple to accept my own understanding of Scripture. I just don’t know if it was right for me not to consider the extra-biblical evidence. At times the Scripture contradictions seem so obvious that I am resolved not to give the slightest consideration of any other possible evidence for fear of being deceived. This is what prevents me from acting on what little faith I have left.