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AlbMagno
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Okay, this is to blow off so steam as much as it is to ask, so be cautious. I’m 19 BTW.
Some days ago I began to take seriously the posibility of dating a girl from university. She has a very complementary personality to me, extroverted, funny, etc. And we can chat without problems.
I was thinking about inviting her today but for some circumstances I decided to wait to the next week and reunite in the weekend with my Spiritual Director to talk about this.
Later I found out that my SD isn’t here, so another one of my plans was taken down. Then I decided to check her instagram page just in case. And I found out that she is lesbian
(it isn’t explicit but I am 95% sure she is with other girl because of hints in both her pages).
Now, I normally wouldn’t mind this. But this isn’t the first time something like this happens. It’s really difficult to find a girl that I like enough to date, but when I do, I always find out that they have a boyfriend or are lesbians. I can’t even get rejected in the first place. It’s really frustrating.
My SD always encourages me to date a girl even when I feel some kind of call to consecrated life, to discern marriage also. But I can’t seem to. It seems God is always leading me to dead ends.
So, I was thinking if maybe God is trying to tell me to stop trying. I know Vocations aren’t decided by discarding each other, I don’t want to be a frustrated priest that wanted to marry or a frustrated husband that wanted to be ordained; but I am really confused with this. I also know that I can find a girl later and marry. But the majority of persons that I know and feel called to marriage at least have/had a girlfriend or more in their past.
Finally, I know this sound like some low incel post, but I wanted to share it with someone now that my SD isn’t in my city for the time being. Thank you.
Some days ago I began to take seriously the posibility of dating a girl from university. She has a very complementary personality to me, extroverted, funny, etc. And we can chat without problems.
I was thinking about inviting her today but for some circumstances I decided to wait to the next week and reunite in the weekend with my Spiritual Director to talk about this.
Later I found out that my SD isn’t here, so another one of my plans was taken down. Then I decided to check her instagram page just in case. And I found out that she is lesbian
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Now, I normally wouldn’t mind this. But this isn’t the first time something like this happens. It’s really difficult to find a girl that I like enough to date, but when I do, I always find out that they have a boyfriend or are lesbians. I can’t even get rejected in the first place. It’s really frustrating.
My SD always encourages me to date a girl even when I feel some kind of call to consecrated life, to discern marriage also. But I can’t seem to. It seems God is always leading me to dead ends.
So, I was thinking if maybe God is trying to tell me to stop trying. I know Vocations aren’t decided by discarding each other, I don’t want to be a frustrated priest that wanted to marry or a frustrated husband that wanted to be ordained; but I am really confused with this. I also know that I can find a girl later and marry. But the majority of persons that I know and feel called to marriage at least have/had a girlfriend or more in their past.
Finally, I know this sound like some low incel post, but I wanted to share it with someone now that my SD isn’t in my city for the time being. Thank you.
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