. . . Without harm there can be no evil. Causing harm which will be balanced by good is not evil. Causing gratuitous harm - unintentionally, is not evil. Causing gratuitous harm intentionally - THAT is evil. Any objections?
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Let’s look at “harm”.
In a universe ultimately composed of quantum and relative processes, it doesn’t quite fit. It could be understood as an adaptive reaction of the mind, a phenomenon that came later in the formation of the universe, with the emergence of animals. Much, much earlier, by linear standards (This whole thing could be as logarithmic as our capacity to mentally collapse the history of billions of years into moments), subatomic and later atoms and molecules, and all this space were formed from the initial plasma.
Back to the idea of harm; it has to do with damage to the integrity of the particular being. I don’t know you, but if it hasn’t become clear yet, everything goes. You learn to deal with all sorts of things in life that seem quite tragic at first. So, what it comes down to, is whether or not it matters. I think Camus put it quite succinctly, “There is but one truly serious philosophical problem and that is suicide.” To think that none of this matters, can be energizing - YOLO!! But, it is sad to think that in the end everything we do here, well, it is done here and everything here is in transition.
It does matter whether one does good or evil despite the fact that the universe itself will have no memory of anything, humanity ultimately existing as a scattered pattern of layers of weird rock just before the sun goes supernova. It matters because we see what we do when we do it, in the moment. That said we can fill that moment will lies and use the time that it contains to chase after what is not of the moment, but of the flux that it contains. Good and evil have more to do with eternity than simple harm done in life. We all die, the tyrant and abuser are simply using death as a source of power to get what they want. There is a reality to existence that makes harming another with intent, evil; and that truth is Love.
The picture of the Australian soldier, above, is a reflection of the soul of his persecutors - deprived of what truly sustains and gives us life and freedom - love; skeletal in their transformation into death itself. What we do has an order that envelops the material activity of the body. Or actions are more than complex physical reflexes; they have meaning. That meaning, which you have yet to know, exists within the infinite ocean of God’s compassion. It includes justice, karma if you like. We become who we are, through what we do. It is very important what we do in this one shot at this. Doing good is far more than not doing harm.
The rewards for who we are and what we have done are right here and now. We can change and what Christ offers, that no modern morality can, is redemption and a return to holiness.