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thememphisman
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late at night before going to bed i was browsing the internet…i am purposefully hoping to accidentally click a link that will be to a video or something sexually inappropriate…but at the same time i really am making sure that this also doesnt happen…i know i did not want to lust, know that i didnt lust, and when there were pictures of women in bikins i quickly changed the website in under a second. its like i wanted the thrill of looking this stuff up, without ever wanting to actually find it. i know when i was doing all this i was aware and really not wanting to lust or offend God. i was just so tired and … bored. anyway, is there any mortal sin involved?
i can see there definitely being countless venial sins. just to let you know, i never saw any pornography, no dwelling on images or thoughts. not eveing in the reasoning to accidentally stumbling upon it, never did i entertain impure thoughts. just…thrill seeking i guess…
i can see there definitely being countless venial sins. just to let you know, i never saw any pornography, no dwelling on images or thoughts. not eveing in the reasoning to accidentally stumbling upon it, never did i entertain impure thoughts. just…thrill seeking i guess…