I believe that Jesus is present Body, Blood, Soul and divinity in a little wafer. It is not a stretch to me that He was present, conscious, and praying, united with the Father, even while in the womb, but in sublime humility, respected the boundaries and burdens of the limits of the flesh he took on. I believe He offered to God the Father all the pains of this humanity for the conversion of sinners. If this is true, His emptying of Himself is even greater than we can comprehend, but the Infinite took on the boundaries of finite, what the heavens could not contain, was contained within a womb of a woman. We cannot comprehend what a gift the Eucharist is. We cannot comprehend the Godhead willingly contained within a 2 cell being in a womb. Saying that He did not understand who he was until later in life diminishes this unbelievable and awesome gift.
For example, if a person who could speak 5 languages, understand and compose music like a great composer, was accomplished in math, physics and chemistry, could chisel marble into a David, and could improve on the Sistine Chapel, if this person was mystically ‘put into’ a dog, and continued to contain all his faculties, what an immense cross, and great gift that would be. To willingly be confined to barking and wagging a tail for ‘conversation’, to live outside, suffer cold and fleas, is a much greater thing than losing all that capacity when entering into a dog.
It would be better for us, if we cannot know for certain, to err on the side that says that Christ contained all his faculties as God, yet willingly stayed within those boundaries of flesh, out of love for us and to redeem us. That is infinitely more difficult than to be ‘just a boy like any other’. This is indeed what He does for us in the Eucharist already. Hidden, silent, innocent, interceding, obedient to men, and abused by ungrateful persons.
John 1: 46-50 “I saw you under the fig tree”.
Nathanael replied, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God! You are the King of Israel!”