when i first came to know God, i have to confess that it was through fear of him, and even afterwards, even when i speak to him now in freindship, like i would speak to my dad or my mum or my freinds, i stay in that relationship mostly because of my fear of him. I have heard that its good to fear god, as this helps one to stop sinning. But it isnt anough to stop all my sins, i still continue to sin, even though i know it will lead me to hell. I want to stop sinning all together, but i still do it. if i stop sinning, i dont just want it to be because i fear eternal hell, i want it to be because i love God, I dont want to use him. I read a passage in the bible where sombody is pleading to God on judgement day, he says " didnt i cast out devils for you and preach the gospel and do good works in your name?" then God rebukes him and tells him to go away. I think that somtimes we do thing for God not because we love him, or like him, but because we fear a fiery end. because i know that sin is poisoness, when i have the strengh, i abstain from my addiction, but fail after a few days, the longest i have gone is a week, and i find my self confeesing the same sin over and over again. I think its because i love my sin more then i love God, i want to love god with all my heart, but i find it hard to connect. do you have any suggestions?